| // Random Quiz Noise: Forever and Ever [Luna Sea]
What's with all the effin Sashi-related quizzes lately? Thas jus weird. I use to dig Sashi XD Then I released him from my harem when he got married an had 2 babies -_-;;; thas jus unattractive. Hm...wonder howlong I can keep this up...>.>;;; *continues procrastinating*
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 03:41 p.m. on Monday, October 7, 2002 // Nyao....*Aoki's noise* Noise: Chess [Luna Sea] Ugh....I went to bed around...3.30-4AM somewhere in that range. Why? Man I dunno I was watching comdey shows on TV an jus stayed up. Anyway, so I was sleeping and then suddenly my mom bursts into my room and she's like get up you're going with your dad to get your car fixed. Damn company sent a recall notice for Sephiroth's power steering so that had to go get fixed. I'm like man...I got like 4 hours or so of sleep...it was like 6 something in the morning. So we go to the place which is damn well near NY 1/2 drive 45 minutes with traffic and we get there and the guy is like oh it'll take 3 hrs and I'm like O.O *sob* I'm tired!!! So we end up in the customer lounge waiting for 3 hrs. I doze in and out of sleep, resting on the wall behind me or on my dad's shoulder as I slouch down in the seat. Finally around 11 or so, we get Sephiroth back and we go back home. I go to the bathroom, take out my contacts and go back to sleep =D weeee! Then I woke up at 2 so I could get up and do shit. Mostly wash my hair AND do a paper! Oh JOY AND RAPTURE. I have once again, put off writing my 3 pg paper for English...>.>;;;; damnit. And this time I have no idea what to write it on...I'm thinking about either doing it later tonight or not doing it at all....I can't decide. ARG like Li said, we are so not meant for school and papers. We're made for ballin XD *rolls* I got to talk to Akio and Ghosto last night which I felt so much better after doing so. Well I mean I've been feeling better I just wanted to let them know and see what they thought. I was also talking to Tai before she went to write Mask and yeah...*rolls* I love them ^.^ Tai was in my head violating me. LOL No I'm kidding, she was in my head because like she just said everything I was gonna..even about the whole cookie thing! ARG man I still want a cookie... *walks off to get bag of cookies and milk*
Mmm....Chocolate chunky Chips Ahoy! *rolls* Okay so I've been trying to educate my friend Nikki on Jrock and all it's glory XD She loves 4AM *rolls* OF COURSE and she liked Domestic Fucker Family by DEG. Pink Killer too. Damnit Codi and Cori got ME loving Pink Killer even though if you listen to the song...it's mostly...Kyo screaming. Why is that so much fun? O.O OH NO TOO MUCH TAI AND CODI INFLUENCE!! First J now this!!! *runs in circles* Anyway I think I'll send her Desire next mostly because...well...this song RULES XD plus the guitar...mmm the guitar!! *rolls* And also something to make her laugh, hide's LEMONed I Scream because the ending to that is jus funny as all hell. And...um...what other song..prolly
Mmm cookies....*eats more* oh yeah... gotta check if the mail's here. I WANT MY LS STUFF DAMNIT!!
*goes to check mail*
Effin mailman didn't get here yet...*shakes fist* I should take pics of my pants...but eh...they'll look blue..;.; damn cam...okay Imma go write. OMG *dies* SUNNIE IS ON!!! Hm...he prolly got in trouble for the day. LOL Sunnie!! *runs and glomps Sunnie*
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 03:08 p.m. on Monday, October 7, 2002 // Hands Clean
Noise: Change Your Lifestyle! [Sugizo]
I started archiving Fate a little while ago. The 1st 30 chaps of the fic are here where 36 Moons use to be but since 36 Moons has it's own offical page now, I moved Fate there instead. I was re-reading it as I archived it, remembering how Jo use to be. It's almost sad seeing this transition from child to adult and the hits he took along the way. His whole deal with Akio and I could start seeing where a lot of people started to dislike him. Poor kid. I remember Miya and his relationship and how sweetly it all started, the first time they said "I love you" to each other and Sugihara's first apperance and to the fact that Jia owns Seoul too O.o;; I forgot about that. Tee hee. *sigh* Damn...this thing has evovled.
Anyway also now a new chap.
Okay so...I finally had it out with Gab. Something about a personal issue of her's that I won't mention here cuz duh it's personal, and I didn't approve of for like...a long time. I avoided blogging about it and tip toed about the whole thing and frankly anytime she mentioned said issue I would more or less jus smile an nod, not really wanting to hear about it because I know how Gab gets so I would vent to the other yakuza, who felt the same way I did so we would all vent to each other saying how said issue is not right and how we all wish she would open her eyes and so on. Anyway, she finally said something tonight about said issue and she asked for approval *not really but I can't really say what she asked for since theres no words without me actually telling the whole story* and I said you want the truth or you just want me to continue smiling and nodding? I had enough and I let her know how I felt on said issue and everything that I had been saying to Tai, Akio, Ghosto and Li I finally said to her face.
Needless to say, she didn't take it well. At least that was the impression I got because it happened around 9ish or so and it's now 12.30 and I had not spoken to her since. Do I care? No not really because I'm trying to look out for her in her best interest and I'm her friend, I really care and love her and I would sooner kill and shoot a bastard that ever hurt her before I did anything else. I tried to tell her that I know what I'm talking about, that I don't wanna lecture her but at the same time, I am because I know what I'm talking about. I've been there. I REALLY have. I know what it's like...but she thinks I don't understand her. She thinks I don't listen. And she's right I don't listen because I know exactly what she's gonna say because like I said, I've been there. Anything she tells me is so predictable and I just want to knock some sense into her and she doesn't think I know where she's coming from. She said she understands where I'm coming from. She told Li the same thing. Though frankly, both of us got the idea she didn't really and we were just saying this to be the bad guys. Am I insensative? Yes I am. I don't care anymore. I tried being there for her because like I said, I love her to death. When I was down and out, she was there to comfort me, she was there with great words of comfort. She made me laugh like no one else. She made me remember what was so good about being close to someone. Somewhere along the line, the priorities in her life changed and now, that I tell her the truth as all friends are suppost to do, she gets mad. She also said the rest the yakuza "ganged up" on her as if us *mind you all of us except 2 of them are 18 and over* we don't know what we're talking about.
I may not know all worldy things, but I know enough on this subject. I know what it's like to be down and someone suddenly look at you and feel good again. I know. But she says I don't so I stepped back and go okay...fine. I don't know. I don't know shit. I'm not trying to be here for you, I'm not trying to look out for you, I won't worry about you, about what happens to you, about anything else. In fact, Idon't wanna hear it. So in case anything bad happens *Li forbid* I won't know about it because I was wrong. So I'm sorry. I'm sorry for telling you the truth. I'm sorry for not understanding you or listening to you. I'm sorry I care about you and what you're blindly walking into. I'm sorry for trying to give you advice on a subject I know all too well about. I'm sorry you think that no one else but you is right. I'm sorry you think the rest of us are ganging up on you. I'm sorry you think I'll get mad at you or critizes you for your thoughts. I'm sorry you can't tell me what you really think to avoid a fight. And I'm sorry that I had to wash my hands clean of you and this entire situation.
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 12:18 a.m. on Monday, October 7, 2002 // Confusion
Noise: More then a Woman [Aaliyah -The Queen-]
I'm pretty *tosses hair* Tono is Hisashi btw. I DID NOT know that. I read it from Jackie's blog. Someone is going to have to explain Tono=Hisashi because I don't get it.
Um I don't really have nothing to blog about. I have to write Requiem for Perfection since I didn't last night...
I'm so not for pedophilia.....well that sounds wrong coming from me the biggest self proclaimed pedophile ever. It's even listed as one of my crimes. >.>;;; but there's pedophilia where...it's like...okay 4, 5 yrs max at 6-7yrs apart ur pushin it but okay, anything over that is jus plain ol.....disturbing. >.>;;; will not get into further detail jus...trying to sulk in that.
Must go write...bout to have it out...ooooo boy...>.>;;;
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 07:48 p.m. on Sunday, October 6, 2002 // Relax
Noise: 4AM [Luna Sea]
And now for the pics I promised...
http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/Aya_backtattoo36Moons.jpg
Yes....Aya has a tattoo...other then the one on his wrist XD
http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/Sozaburo4_Fate.jpg
I think Sozaburo looks better with his hair done then flat. =P 'm not a big, big fan of this pic. I could have done better.
Um...other then that, Akio *who left me hanging earlier as usual* finally got caught up while my baby Li is all behind...again. Gab is also behind. And I dunno about everyone else. *claps for them*
Damn...I'm not really coherrant and I'm not even done writing. I wanna watch Gravatation....Yuki ;.;
I wanan sleep...I do...I also remember one of my dreams included dreaming in b&w manga style. Basically, I dreamnt in still life, black and white, comic book style...an episode of GTO actually...X.x it was really weird.
Time to write while I'm still slightly coherrant...
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 12:37 a.m. on Sunday, October 6, 2002 // Full Annoyment
Noise: Nothing
Damn straight. Number 1 baby. *sigh* I woke up in pain this morning, my mouth was so dry and so was my throat because I slept with my mouth slightly open and I was like Ow..ow ow ow ow...so I got up and brushed my teeth first thing. Then I showered and cooked in my room because my parents were being stingy with the AC and wouldn't turn it on. So after I showered, my mom was like go get the mail and I was like okay and I saw I had a "we missed you" delivery letter and I got my pants. So I was like man...okay I'll get em Monday. And my mom is like no the mailman is around the corner, go go! So she makes me go run after the damn mailman but I get my pants. My mom doesn'tlike them and they're not low rise enough which I'm not use to wearing O.o and the bottoms don't fit me well...too tight! X.x and my mom didn't like the final belt near my ankles so she made me unhook that. I CAN walk in them btw theres enough space for me to walk around and go upstairs and do everything in them so ha. A pox on all of you who thought I couldn't walk in them.
Then I chilled and I drew 2 new pics including beautiful Sozaburo and sexy ass Aya but I didn't scan yet. I will have a new chap of Fate along with the pics posted up later. For now, I'm gonna go write and try not to be bombarded with more IMs with people who just wanna say HI and then nothing else!!! UGH...
*goes to load new clip into the 9*
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 08:36 p.m. on Saturday, October 5, 2002 // Screaming Silently
Noise: Voiceless Screaming [X-Japan]
Voiceless Screaming
I'm drowning in sadness
Insanity and loneliness
I've been waiting for love to come
I was blinded by dark desire
What can I do?
Voiceless Screaming
Voice of faith, I'm starting to realize
And I'm looking for love to reach
Voiceless Screaming
Voiceless Screaming
Voiceless Screaming
I love that song. It expresses my mood for a minute. *yawn* Damn I love it. *clasp for Toshi for making it so pretty*
New clique and 3 more fanlistings add at my clique page so go check em out XD I also have a bunch of new game GIFs and um...thas about it. I love my clique page.
My eyes are so dry. And I'm kinda tired. I think I'm gonna go and draw something tonight before I collaspe sound asleep. I have a new chap of Fate written but I'll post it 2morrow. I'm too tired to do such now.
*yabws again*
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 12:56 a.m. on Saturday, October 5, 2002 // Rain
Noise: Nothing
Okay I'm at school! I cut math! *rolls* I have no idea why I'm escited. Wow I can't spell today...I mean more then usual. Mwhahahah I'm just weird.
I keep seeing that guy I went to high school with...arg...is mad annoying. *yawn* I didn't do much yet...I'm just sitting here blogging. I got a stupid pimple on the side of my head that's starting to grow into a small planet and get it's own circle of gravity -__;;;; I fuckin hate that....and I keep touching it everytime I move my hair back which I should stop doing but I can't help it anyway. Damnit all to hell. -__;;; Stupid skin.
Okay so....right...OH yesterday Jun called me and she goes look out your window. I'm like noo dun tell me your here. So I look out my bedroom window and I don't see anything. I'm like which window? She's like your back window. I'm like I don't see you...she's like because I'm not there. -_- stupid Jun. LOL We laughed though...and man I miss talkin to her. Stupid school taking away my quality bonding time with Eusha Eusha. =P
I keep rubbing off my eye make up. LAAAAAAAA *claps for self* And anyway....Oh i haven't seen cute boy from the comp lab yet. Hope I fo though.
OMG NIKKI RULES!!!! She just let me borrow the VCDs for *gasp* Gravatation *dies many times over* YUKKKIIIIII!!!!!! EEEEEEE *rolls all over the floor* YAY!! *smooshies Nikki many times* yeah my Imma watch that during the week hehehehehe XD Yuki....XD~
Um...andI think that's all for now. *yawn* I'll prolly edit this when I get back from leaving everyone at their class and I have class at 3.30 aish it may rain later and I left my umbrella in my car -.-v that was smooth. I'm wearing my fishnet shirt! XD I also have my long black coat on so I feel like something out of the Matrix when I walk and the wind catchs my coat LOL I'm weird.
*edited at 2.58PM*
*sob* the angst...THE ANGST!!! I have to love these two though. It's the sole reason I continue on my quest for X otherwise, i would have gotten mad tired of it already. *sob* I am all alone right now. I have to head to class at 3.30...and I have to potty...again. Fuckin bladder UGH but I had peach snapple! YAY!!! *rolls* I'm so effin bored my hair is frizzy ARG and...yeah I'm searching for more shit to join. Like I didn't join enough right? Oi....anyway thas all for now. Will prolly blog again when I get home....yeah. More then likely. Must write Fate ahhhhhh weee hehehe I jus noticed I type mad fast and loud on this keybored....I wonder why. XD
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 09:42 a.m. on Friday, October 4, 2002 // Wow...Im so bored
Noise: Last Cry in Hades [Not Guilty] [Pierrot]
Yeeeeah...I found more fanlisting I'm gonna join in like 2 seconds. Damn clique habit of mine X.x;;;
And...um...yeah I'm not going to math 2morrow. I don't think I can sit there for almost 2 hrs and feel stupid again. At least not this week. Maybe next week. *nods*
Oh I scanned my doujinshin cover XD Nummy boy in low rise pants RAR I would marry a man who looked that good and had tattoo there...XD hm...wonder if I can convince Ta into gettin a tattoo there.....*thinks*
Okay that's all I have to blog about for now. I'll blog a lot more tomorrow...I think I'll wear a skirt tomorrow...yeah...should do that. *nods* wear a long coat since it's gonan rain too. Yeah...good plan. Off to write Requiem....
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 08:33 p.m. on Thursday, October 3, 2002 // Come What May
Noise: Ray [Luna Sea]
Gaw X.x;;; so TRUE!!! It's SO FUCKIN TRUE!! X.x
Yeah thas true too...>.>
Uh...I guess...O.o;;;
And NOW...a survey...
5 FAVORITE BANDS/ARTISTS
5 BANDS/ARTISTS YOU DON'T LIKE
Favorite Female Singer Of All Time:
Favorite Male Singer Of All Time:
God that was biased....-__;;;
Least Favorite Female Singer Of All Time:
Least Favorite Male Singer Of All Time:
Favorite Pop Group: Would be H.O.T if they were together *sob mourn*
Favorite Songs Ever:
Anything by: H.O.T
First Show You've Ever Been To:
Last Show You've Been To:
5 Bands You Want To See Live:
5 Bands You Think Should Not Have Broken Up:
5 Artists That Should Still Be Alive And Making Music Today:
First CD You Got:
Last CD You Bought: Sugizo's Super Love not really a CD per say...
I didn't have class today. I ended up going to Emanuel's house but his mom was home, sodomizing our day -__;; so we had to head to Dunkin Donuts where he bought breakfast and we pow wowed in my car until we were done. Then we went back to his house and his mom had left by then so I was like YAY! So we went to his room and we slept. ^^;; I was so tired when I woke up this morning, I threw all plans of going to the mall out the window. I just got in my jeans and a white shirt along with my Adidas and went. So I looked plain and terrible. But we got back to his house, he put on Smashing Pumpkin's Adore album, my all time fav album by them and we fell asleep. When I was listening to Adore it gave me such creepy TokixMikkie feelings X.x it was funky...the words to the song just seemed to fit them so perfectly weird. Anyway I fell asleep through my fav song Daphne's Desend and woke up around Crash so I was like errr and Emanuel looks at me and goes, you ready to turn over? I'm like what am I done on this side? So we start cracking up because it was such a stupid question. And that is why he is king of the dorky monkeys. Anyway so he moves because I dunno something of his fell asleep and I went back to doze off. That lasted for a minute before he wanted a cigarette so we went downstairs and outside and had a cigarette and then we went back to his room, I put in Luna Sea and I started laughing at Emanuel because I just insisted on poking his face and pulling his cheek and his ear and his nose and his eyelashes LOL so it was just funny. And then around 11.40 I went back home. I caught the beginning of Moulin Rouge around 12 AGAIN and watched it...AGAIN aceept somewhere around....1.30 ish, I went to go get the mail. Much to my joy and rapture, I saw my Doujinshin arrived! EEE pretty boy on his knees with low rise pants on and a cross tattoo on his low back with a chain wrapped around his leg on the cover of it!! *squeals* so I ran to my room, clutching it against me like it was a great treasure and snuck away and read it. *.* yummy....there was 2 stories of pedophilia in it o.@;;; but it was still good. This one fucked up story about the seme who tied up, shackled and chained his uke up all the time to fuck him was in there and then this other guy saved the uke but then the other seme got pissed off, found his uke and like basically raped him on the table where he found him. It was crazyness. GOOD YAOI!! WEEEE!! *rolls around*
Now, I am just awaiting my Jrocker pants and my LS goods. Ooo LS goods *.* this one girl offered to buy them off me for a "generous amount" and I was like O.o wow...but no..I couldn't give them up. Too rare and valuable. Even though I didn't pay that much for it XD I paid like 12$ for this bundle of goods...weeeeee good fucking times. And yeah...bwee!
I kept having crazy, Yuki from Gravatation dreams last night. O.o;;;;; he was in them and he looked real..but..not. It was weird. And he was talking to me about lipstick..@.o;;;; yeah dont ask. And now...it is time for me to go write. Aish...I'm tired. Must draw later too. *rolls* Hopefully I'll post Fate later tonight. *nods*
AH!!! AOKI-CHU!!!!! I think I FINALLY FINALLY found you a song. a GOOD song -__;;; and I think it fits perfectly. I dunno if you would agree though, the point is that it's hotness *.* It's Looper from Luna Sea. I read the translated lyrics and I dunno...they jus kinda...nudged me saying Aoki so...yeah okay for the other yakuza, you guys says yes or no. ^.^b
Looper
You find yourself lost within
Always searching for something
There was something you desired
Always searching for something
You wander within
They said Aoki to me...but thas jus me...>.>;;; I have the MP3 if you want it Chu-Man.
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 03:20 p.m. on Thursday, October 3, 2002 // Yeeeeeah...
Noise: Across the Night [J]
*shakes at Codi and her damn need to get me liking J's music*
*cough*
Anyway....let me post a new chap XD weeee!
YEAH *rolls* okay...anyway I had math today where I just sat there and felt stupid for almost 2 hrs because I could NOT understand a word of what was being said to me. I tried to understand like triangles, rectangles, areas and x's fucking value and I was like fuck...I suck at this so much. And I didn't get anything done. I managed to stay on...um 2 lessons for the whole 2 hrs. I even took a break in between because I just was not following the shit. I feel so retarted sometimes ;.; stupid math!! *kicks math*
Anyway I got home and then I went out to see my Ducati baby with my dad. As it turns out I am damning myself for being this small *5'2 12-something I haven't weighed myself in this week, pounds* because I can't sit on a Ducati Monster 800s i.e it's too big for me. The guy was like you would need something like a 620 and Im like errr cuz a 800 is also a lot heavier. So I was like well okay as long as its a Ducati Monster and in silver. ;.; he may not have it in silver though DAMNIT! If I don't have it in silver, I can't name it Safer Sephiroth!! *shakes fist* And my dad was all like...err I dunno you don't know how to ride, this and that and, AND the Ducati was 6,700$ something around that amount. I was like WHOA! Thas not bad considering...plus it was on sale *.* *strokes Ducati* my baby. *SIGH* well I need a whole shit load of things before I even THINK about getting a Ducati.
Annnd...yeah...I'm gonna go read a fic about Shuichi's dog turning into a sexy man trying to molest him as I eat my ramyun. La la la la
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 03:38 p.m. on Wednesday, October 2, 2002 // Lazy-itis
Noise: Misery [hide]
Okay I woke up with FULL intention to go see my Ducati I.E Safer Sephiroth but when I woke up I was like err plus it was 12 so I was like man 2morrow when I get back from class *nods* So I go get ready and take a shower and then come back and sit down to watch Moulin Rouge which I was like damnit I love this movie. It's so good. I don't care what anyone says ITS A GOOD MOVIE. And when I saw it in the movies, my mom was annoying me and called me at the END of the movie so I had to leave the theater get yelled at by her and then come back to catch the tail end of the movie. I was so pissed. But since it came on HBO today, I watched the whole thing ^_^ then I left my house at 2 with full intention to go to class but I didn't wait for 1 hr before my class started at school so since Emanuel was home from work today, I went to see him for at least an hour. But I ended up staying way later and I just ended up chillin with him.
FUCK I already used my first cut day of October up. -_;; Aish that's annoying. Oh well at least I got to chill for while. 2morrow I have math, then I come back and I get to go see my Ducati with my dad. *rolls* I had tea and cheez-its at Emanuel's house and that actually filled me up X.x Damn thas weird. Tee hee. Anyway I got to check blogs and shit at Emanuel's house so I'm all caught up and...yeah..>.> I think that's it.
Codi got a new layout! Kirito...ooooo I lovew it. Pretty colors black and fushia...makes me think of...Sugi. XD MWHAHAHHA and yesterday I ended up joining 12 new fanlistings...>.>;; I know...I have to stop. And I have to organize them all. Hur hur hur. I think I'm gonna put all my fanlistings together because I made a nice square with all the new ones I jus put up XD weeee they're all on my clique page which is never going to be organized so I might as well wait till my new layout *rolls* and yeah..Imma go write. Weeee
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 05:35 p.m. on Tuesday, October 1, 2002 // Random Tests
Noise: Fuck on Cocaine [DJ Caffenine]
Uh...sorta true...>.>
All true >D *whips out the 9 while wearing all black Armani outfit*
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 10:47 p.m. on Monday, September 30, 2002 // Pics!!
Noise: Dramatic Neo Anniversary [Pierrot]
I jus took some pics of myself as I waited for my ramyun to get done ^^;; plus I made some new fan signs for the yakuza so I uh...well looked all ghetto to fit Toki's part better. Anyway I got carried away and ended up takin more pics when I was done.
The thing on my head btw is a shirt. It took me a minute to figure out how to tie it around my head properly. It's all fuckin ghetto...I dunno how this would prevent you from being hot because I only see guys do this during the summer. >.>;;; to me it says "Look at me I have a shirt on my head because I'm too po' for a hat or AC in my house" So...yeah. The same thing with towels too. That can be done with a towel. I'm still trying to figure that out.
Shit...I jus dropped a carrot on my lap...I'm eating my ramyun now though..damn food. *shakes fist*
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 05:00 p.m. on Monday, September 30, 2002 // Ducati! Ducati! Ducati!
Noise: My Lover [Luna Sea]
Perfect song title. Okay well let's talk about my lovers now XD And for once I don't mean my throngs of Jrockers *mainly Sugi* or my greatest love of all Ta. Okay so I woke up at 8.30 this morning and was like 1/2 dead but I quickly perked up after killing a spider in the tub X.x and then I showered and got dressed and woke up my dad and waited for him to get ready. I then took him across the street for his doctors appointment where we had to wait AN HOUR before they finally saw my daddy. So they saw him just to check up on his health and then, THEN we went to go pick up Sephiroth *squeals* my mom called on the way there to annoy me as always asking where I was -_-;;; like I was off fucking off with Jun or something geebuz. Anyway and as she was telling me about something, I passed the shop where they sold bikes and there, in a white background, in red letters, was the word DUCATI I flipped the fuck out and I was like DAD THATS THE PLACE!!! And he's like okay we'll go on our way back *rolls* so I hung up with my mom and then we got to the shop where Sephiroth was. I finally got him and he was all pretty again and washed and Awww! My baby! I actually hugged my car as I rested against him, petting Sephiroth and just saying how much I missed my baby. I then scolded my dad because my dad kicked him -__ so anyway after we made sure everything was okay, you know, inside and out, I noticed that the bumper was fine, only now, on my lisence plate there's a vertical scratch that couldn't be repaired because it's on the plate not the car. So now, I have a permante reminder of my accident. ^^;;
Anyway on our way back I go off in Sephiroth, speeding away regretting I didn't have my CDs with me as I drove Sephiroth! YAY I missed my baby the whole time. Anyway I got back to the shop that I was so happy I found because when I went to the offical Ducati site I checked dealer locations and I found one that was close to me, which is like...a street from where I live. So anyway I parked *in the wrong spot* and then got out and much to my disapointment, found out they were closed on Mondays but open everyday from 10AM to 6PM except on Sundays. On my way back to my car, I passed the showroom window and there....there at the window, was my lover. The Ducati Monster 800s i.e *.* I stopped and oogled it as I sighed as if in love and watched as the sun hit it's silver casing on the body....beautiful...*.* *deep sigh* and then I had to walk away because the shop was closed *shakes fist* and on my way back to my car, I kept looking at the window, marveling at my soon to be Safer Sephiroth when I turned the corner and saw the other Ducati Monster 620 which had red spokes and I didn't like it. But I could still see Safer Sephiroth!! And I kept oogling it, until I tripped and almost fell on the uneven sidewalk ^^;; so that cut my oogling short. I got back to Sephiroth and went back to meet up with my dad so I could pick up his prescription and then went home.
This is a bonding thing with me and my dad because for the longest time, my dad wanted a bike too. He wanted a Harely *icky* and I was like oh yeah that's cool and then I fell in love with the Ducati myself and I was like WAI! My mom is going to have a fit. She has this weird thing about me driving a car imagine a bike. But damnit if my dad will help me buy it, I WILL BUY A DUCATI and I will study my ass off to get my lisence for a bike *.* I want my Ducati Monster 800s i.e damnit. So me and my dad are all talking about it now and he said 2morrow before I go to class, we'll go to the shop and check them out, seeing how much they cost, payment plans and all that shit. *.* *squeals* DUCATI!!!!!! I'm also going to name my bike Safer Sephiroth since it is all the more amazing, thrilling and ominipresent just like Safer Sephiroth with his six wings and one lavander winged arm and his KICK ASS KILLER MOVE SUPER NOVA MWHAHAHHA That could easily kill you ALL MWHAHHA wow I'm too much of a fan. *cough* anyway, so I will name my Ducati that. I could actually get one OMG WAHHAHA. My dad will try and talk my mom into it and if my mom sees I REALLY REALLY want this and my dad is on my side, she'll have to give. The whole fushia pink hair thing isn't giving because my dad is not on my side onthat one. *shakes fist* I can get a tattoo, a motorcycle but I can't dye my hair fushia or go to NYC. Do my parents have their priorities screwed up or what? XD Who cares I MAY get a Ducati! *rolls* BTW this is my soon to be Safer Sephiroth Ducati Monster 800s i.e *drools* Its such a sexy bike XD
Okay I need to stop talking about it. It makes me nervous XD
In other words: You are bitter as hell. And yeah...I am.
I have to write and try to get my mind off that damn bike...rar...
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 03:10 p.m. on Monday, September 30, 2002 // *sigh* Aiya
Noise: Simple and Clean [Utada Hikaru]
Day was boring, didn't do anything. I did watch the MTV 2002 Music Awards...well sorta. I fell asleep through most of it. I did see Shakira and Justin Timberlake's perfomances and then I dozed in and out of the rest. Before that though, I watched GTO the newest DVD I got which was SO FUNNY LOL I love Onizuka. He's an idiot. Anyway, then I just laid in bed and took some more notes of my Japan book and then I got online around 7. Well I turned on my comp around 7 and I wrote Requiem for Perfection as quick as I could and then I got online. I started writing Fate and then I got all the yakuza sprites put on the yakuza blog and then we sorta had a chat that was quickly killed -_ so I went back to writing.
Jia got a new layout which is pretty. ^_^ and...yeah.
I'm still sulking about the fact I didn't get my 2 video games and what pisses me off the most is that I won't be able to get both for another 2 weeks!! *dies* I can't wait that long! I want my games! UGH...anyway...moving on
New chap...wooo...okay...yeah...I think that's all I got to blog about. I'm gettin Sephiroth back on Monday YAY FINALLY I missed my baby. And...yeah....*smooshies Akio* is okay Aki-choo...still love ya. WAFFLES!
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 11:57 p.m. on Sunday, September 29, 2002 // Ever want Your OWN 36 Moons Yakuza?
Noise: Clear Sky [Pierrot]
Ever wanna stroke pretty Aya's hair? Pull on Aoki's coat or try to make him stop smoking O.o;? Ever wanna see wha Jun's got behind that hair? Wanna tug on Toki's bangs or just see what's so good about the Playboy himself? Well NOW YOU CAN with your very own 36 Moons sprite!
From right to left: Akio, Aoki, Aya, Mikkie, Toki, Jia, Jun, Gabriel, Tai and even Joryu!
Not adoptable just yet but, BUT if you do want one now, please take as many as you want, UPLOAD TO YOUR OWN SERVER and link back to http://www.limitbreak.org/36moons/ which is the OFFICAL 36 Moons homepage kay? ^^ OR you can link it back to the yakuza blog where they will all be shortly. ^_^ Extra special thanks to Cori who made all 10 extra sexy yakuza to their exact images. Cori rules.
Warning: Not responsible for Toki's sexual harrsement, Aoki's chain smoking, Aya's vanity, Akio's arrogance, Jo's naivety, Jun's sarcasm, Mikkie's total silence and lack of personality, Tai and Gabriel's denial or Jia's power tripping. Sprites may cause headaches, severe lack of food, drama, anger and stress.
And that's all I wanted to do. Woooo....Imma go talk to Jun now. Finally...*yawn* Laters.
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 01:50 a.m. on Sunday, September 29, 2002 // Yeeah...stuff...
Noise: Wet Dream [Glay]
Before I do ANYTHING I have to post the sprites up because 2 yakuza already bugged me for them -_;; aish I can't do anything sometimes...
Okay there from left to right, Akio, Jia, Toki, Aoki, Aya Gabriel and Mikkie. Do a mouse over to read comments. Those are done so far. Just Jun, Tai and Jo left. ^_^
Anyway today I went to the dentist for a cleaning which took like five hundred years -_-;;; then we went to the mall and I was like WEEE! I managed to get this insightful, perfect tour book on Japan which is just gonna imrove my writing. XD WEEE!! Then I got GTO the more recent DVD and Monsters INC which was SO CUTE!!! I love that movie. It's good times.
Um...well that's all that I basically did. And I had tiramisu. I managed to gain back almost all the weight I lost -_;; so I'm back to 124 which is so fucking annoying. I need to get Animerica I should have today but I was sulking that I couldn't get my Toshiya collar or Kingdom Hearts OR Tekken 4 which I WANT SO BADLY! Plus when I went to Suncoast I was saying okay I'm HANGING myself now because they had X [One] on sale. ;.; but I HAD to get GTO since I was waitng forever for it and my parents were willing to buy me 2 DVDs. *sigh* I need more manga AND money. Geebuz...
Okay I'll blog again later when I'm not as distracted plus I have to write since last night, I got the BLUE SCREEN OF DEATH before I managed to save my last chap of Requiem for Perfection so I'm kinda pissed about that. Damnit..oh well. I need to write Fate...hmm if I'm not mistaken, I think I finally learned how to make caps....if I did...we're all screwed...XD
*rolls*
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 08:43 p.m. on Saturday, September 28, 2002 // So tired.....
Noise: Nothing
So tired....
Will blog properly 2morrow...
Must wake up mad early...2morrow. Will try an get Kingdom Hearts from my parents...
Got more 36 Moons sprites. Gabriel, Akio, Mikkie and Aoki are now done. Aya is in process. Jun, Tai and Jo are left. Cori rules...
*yawn* nite...oh wait...
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 02:05 a.m. on Saturday, September 28, 2002 // No Car Day 4
Noise: Hades [Dir en grey]
OMG OMG OMG *dies many times over* Ghosto THANK YOU for posting up a pic of my BABY I had one before and I LOST IT which pissed me off so badly!!! OMG ;.; I WANT A DUCTAI SO BAD!!! My mom is having a hard time accepting that though. Mwhahah after my trip to Japan and Korea when I get my shit published, I'm BUYING a Ducati. *drools* That's a sexy sexy sexy bike. RARRRR
WAI WAI Li is so effin sexy. <3 Thas mah baby. OMG *licks Li* I think I'm in the mood for Chinese again MWHAHAHHA. When am I not >)
Okay I pimped out 36 Moons to my friend Nikki who started reading it and she likes it *squeals* and she has a fasnication for Gabriel and Jun. She calls Gabriel "Gabby Baby" which is just MAD CUTE ^.^ She thinks Toki's fun MWHAHAHHA which I am damnit >D "You want a little Japanese in ya?" XD Yeah baby...
Okay so I still have no car and I'm driving stupid Jenova in the RAIN for God's sake. I hate that effin car. I was so mad I have to drive this monstrosity when I'm in my pimpin outfit damnit. I got my fedora on and everything and yet I'm driving this stupid car. I hate it. I can't wait to get Sephiroth back. I'm suppost to either tomorrow on Monday. I can't wait I miss my baby so badly!!!
Okay and it's raining. It's fun though....I like rain cuz I got my fedora on mwhaha I straightend my hair out too weee finally!!! I got my Hyde necklace on too. I MUST take pics of myself when I get home. I also must take pics for Li and make new fansigns. Weeee!!! Okay I better finish up plus take a look for Kingdom Hearts offical page because I have to get pics of Sephiroth who is offically in the game *does fangirl squeal*
*edited at 2.40PM*
See I have more to add on but I didn't want to write a whole nother entry when its still the same effin day and I'm not home. I'm just bored off my ass because my friends left for class and shit and I still have...like over 45 minutes until my next class starts. It kinda sucks hard -__ well I did Yakuza blog which is always good times. I just dropped a quick message and that's about it. I just realized I had beautiful gray eyeliner that I finally managed to stroke perfectly over the lids of my eye only for me to keep rubbing and scratching off -.-v isn't that swift of me? OMG I'm SO FUCKING BORED. Plus I keep seeing that guy from high school and it's hella annoying me. I love my hat btw ^.^ I looked at myself in the mirror and I look like a Jrocker XD I got my Miyabi-esque pants on, a black collar short with a black waist length coat on and my pimpin fedora mwhahaha and the Hyde necklace that keeps stabbing me in the next along with my one silver pinky ring which would look better if I had my coke nail all grown out. I decided to just grow the left one out by itself and trim the right one. I need it on one hand not both. Also the thumb nail on my left hand will be grown out too. Wowo I think of really ranomd shit when I'm bored. I wish I could write but I can't even do that because 1. I don't have my disks and I didn't bring it with me AND I can't start a new chap because I already 1/2 of one written. What a pain in the ass...-.-
On the upside, I'll FINALLY be getting photoshop for myself which THRILLS me beyond all belief. An aquaintance of mine offered to give me the CD so I could put it on my comp and needless to say I am beyond happy. So next Friday *if she doesn't forget* I'll have photoshop. Damn I hurt...have eatten all day and I don't plan to till at least...6ish around that time. >.>;; OOO I saw cute boy today!! Same cutie I saw in the comp before I saw like 2 times today. Ah sweet limpin geebuz he's sexy XD RAR my boy Changa said I should go up to him and talk to him and I'm like nah, it's not that serious. I just like to look. Besides if he doesn't even know I'm in his way then why bother.
God everyone who doesn't want me to smoke is so in luck. I don't have anymore cigarettes PLUS I'm broke AND I can't seem to find anyone approachable to bum one off. ARG. I wish I had at least one cigarette. I would feel lots better. So effin bored....okay I can't make this any longer without repeating myself. Hopefully I'll blog again later when I post up Fate and all that good shit. I have 50 minutes until my next class. If I don't go walk a muck and kill someone first.
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 07:07 a.m. on Friday, September 27, 2002 // No Car Day 3
Noise: Believe -Sugizo Violin Version- [Luna Sea]
I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE this version of Believe then any other XD Why? Sugi plays violin duh -.-v As if ANYONE needed to ask that. >.>;;;
Anyway, no car day 3 went as following. I woke up mad fucking early...again -_-;; and got in my comfty jeans, a white shirt and my gray Polo zip up hoody thing. So I then go and take my mom to work and then I come nearly back home and go to Emanuel's house. See Emanuel doesn't live that far from me. So I got out and we stood on his porch for a while as I complained and sulked about how much I hated Jenova and had a cigarette X.x;; then he told me how his cute puppy got into a fight with a skunk and got sprayed ^^;; Poor puppy. So his dog along with his house stank like skunk. So we went to Emanuel's room, the only place that didn't stink and I lent him my Real CD and Period along with Dim the Lights by J *female Korean J* and we got in bed and we talked for like...a good hour as Period played. I sang to about the 1st...6 or 7 seven songs. Somewhere around I for You I collapsed asleep and crashed. Somewhere around Wish I woke up again and stretched and fell back asleep as Emanuel played with my hand -_-;; he always does that. I'm like dead asleep and he's messing with my fingers and my hand, pulling my watch/cuff/bracelets around my wrist and shit because he's corny. Then I laughed at him and called him the King of Dorks and the King of Monkeys and just combined the two and made him King of Corny Monkeys which in itself made us laugh for like 50 yrs. Then he told me the benefit of "not for going to school" for 2 yrs. LOL I laughed at his fobby English and lack of speaking skills again. Then we went back downstairs and outside for some air since his house was stinky and had another cigarette and then went back upstairs as J's Dim the Lights played. By this time, it started finishing so when Real came on, I just sat up and started lighting a candle. It was one of those big scented candles but the wick was so far burned that I had to drop like 3 matches inside it so it could light. I ended up starting a big ol bonfire in that candle and killed half of it XD I watched it the whole time and Emanuel called me a pyro. Then at 11 I had to go so I drove to my mom's job in stupid Jenova and almost slid as I made a turn X.x which scared me then my dad came and picked me up and I left my mom's car to her and I went home. Then I chilled and contemplated my new character for upcoming chaps of Fate and then thas it. My mom called me to ask what I had eatten an I'm like nothing and she goes on this jag about how shes gonna take me to the doctors to get checked I'm like -_;;; damnit woman leave me alone. So she's gonna buy me some Wendy's for lunch today. Oi...
Chu Man there is no more drama among us. This is personal I.E Toki's inner turmoil. Just thoughts I've been having about how I wish I could vent here but really can't because females being females would start drama all over again. I wish I could talk to you. ;.; I need someone to vent to.
My insides hurt because when I keep shit to myself, it really bothers me. I feel my chest tightens and my stomach turns and starts to hurt because of acid eatting away at it and it's not an all around pleasent feeling because I get so pissed and I can't vent to anyone. I hate that so much. I may just write it out. Yeah...I think I will.
*sigh* Time to go...yeah man..will blog laters. Probably...more then likely. -_;; blog junkie. OOO I HAVE MONEY NOW!! MWHAHAHHAHAA......mmmmm ebay...
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 03:06 p.m. on Thursday, September 26, 2002 // Abuse
Noise: Play Ball [Utada Hikaru]
I was talking to a friend of mine earlier about how I am mistreated. But not like beaten up or anything but verbally. And I'd like to whine and bitch and moan about it, but honestly I don't think it'd do me any good so this is just me, walking it off. Anyway Cori is doing me a huge favor and making me, get this 36 Moons sprites. XD She already made Toki and Jia *dies in cuteness* Which I will post. Put your mouse over them to see what they say XD
LOL I'm so effin corny sometimes. But yeah ARENT THEY CUTE? Gabriel and Tai are next. She said she would do all 10 Awww so sweet so I'm not AT ALL rushing her. I think I'll make these adoptable...I'm not sure...either way TOO CUTE!!! I guess it's up to the rest of the yakuza to decide if they want someone to have a sprite of them. I'm arrogant enough hell yeah I want someone with a sprite of me. XD mwhahahaha *snuggles Chibi Toki* Too cute!
Boring boring boring...almost all my yakuza are on and...all but one have an away message up. *sigh* Aish...and Li left a little earlier already. Wai.
I feel like I'm getting distant from my yakuza and that kinda scares me because 1. I don't have many in real life friends to begin with. I seriously have like..a handful. 5 or 6 maybe less at the most. In reality only about 2 I keep in constant contact with. The others are sparse and on rare occasions. So if you think about it, I only have 2 friends. How sad is that? So I'm really attached to my yakuza because they're the closest thing I have aside from Jun and D. I love them so much and it hurts to think we could be distancing. I wish we wouldn't but fucking school is in the way. And I swear if it's not one it's the other one bothering me/hurting me so...I'm just stuck in this ping pong of angst for the moment. I was listening to Voiceless Screaming earlier and I was like on the verge of tears about to fall into one of those random, sudden out of the blue, sprials of depression. I was seriously standing on the edge and about to do a head first swan dive into my depression but...something pulled me back so instead I just fell backwards and landed on the ground instead. It was weird because in a way, I wanted to fall into that state of dperession. It never lasts long and the smallest thing can pick me back up. I think it's because I can write better when I'm upset. Anyway the point is, I'm not depressed though I could have been and should have been. I'm not happy with the way things are this given moment and for the past 2 weeks all I wanted to do was strangle one of my yakuza for being an idiot while having pain inflicted on me by another.
I am living a sadistic/masochist lifestyle for the moment. What the fuck kinda weirdo likes being depressed and takes it like a doormat when being verbally abused and bashed by a friend? You would think, what friend would do that to you? What kind of friend is that to begin with? My answer is...I really don't know. The fucked up thing, is that my friend has no idea that she's basically drop kicking me in the face. And that sucks and hurts almost as much as being dropped kicked in the first place. I need a person that could understand me right now...I hate saying that because it sounds so cliche and corny, but I do. Plus I could really go for a hug right now. Tomorrow I'm going to Emanuel's house for one of the last few times I could get to see him before he goes to the Marines and I'll hug him all morning. What sucks is that, Emanuel is one of the few people that can understand me. I'm not so complex I'm actually so fucking simple you'd be astounded, but at the same time, it's the simplicity that's complexing. And now, Emanuel is leaving me...and that would be even less people that get me. And again, one less person to hug me when I'm falling apart.
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 10:55 p.m. on Wednesday, September 25, 2002 // No Car Day 2 *continuing*
Noise: Yuugai no Tenshi [Pierrot]
Song fuckin RULES. Anyway, so I had my day. I did really, REALLY badly in math today because I, for the life of me, can NOT figure out Algebra. I felt so stupid going back, listening, writing down everything, reading everything over and over, getting help and STILL answering the questions wrong. I felt like damn my brain is being retarted. Why can't I hold this information in? I would like, literally forget it once I turned a page. And as hard as I would try to get something right, the same words "Your answer is incorrect" would come up all the time. I was like =( damn I'm stupid. I felt so mad. I kept shaking my head at myself because I just couldn't believe how I couldn't get ANY answer right. By the end of the 1st comp lesson session, I had gotten 0 out 5 right and my score was a 38% I was like ;.; oh sweet geebuz. The highest score I got all day was a 48% and I'm like *hangs head* okay shoot me now. Shoot me now please someone. I felt so stupid. I hate math. I wish it was a person so I could stab it, then shoot it then throw it to my pig farm so the remains would be disposed of. -__- making me feel stupid...God I hate math.
Anyway so I drove home in my mom's big ol nasty SUV which I named Jenova *ha ha Sephiroth's "mom" for all the non FF7 players out there* and I was like ARG I HATE THIS CAR! The only good thing, aside from the system was the fact that I could see a little better. But it was a big pain in the ass and I couldn't calculate how much space I actually had between me and cars and how I parked and pulled out...X.x it was a nightmare getting out of my parking lot this afternoon because I was scared I was gonna hit someone. Damn car I miss Sephiroth!! ;.; My parents say it'll be ready by like...Friday and I'm like YAY SEPHIROTH!! God I can't wait to get my car back. I hate Jenova she's impossible to drive for me. Plus I feel like I'm speeding at 45 -____;;; but when I'm speeding in Sephiroth, I don't notice I am until I'm doing 60 in a 45 XD I miss my baby.
Anyway I got home after my mom dropped me off and then I chilled and I watched TV and I drew a little but it's not done so it's not scanned or uploaded. Besides, it's for later in the plot. But I'm stuck on the name. It'll either be Kotei or Ten'no. What does everything think? I know, neither one is actually a nice name, but it's what it means that counts *nods*
No mail came. I did however send out my payment for my Luna Sea stuff YAY! And I emailed the girl to let her know I sent it because I hate making people wait. Geebuz I hope that other girl got my payment for my Yaoi. I want my porn damnit. It had this cute boy kneeling on the cover, his back arched and on hsi lower back, was a nice cross tattoo. *.* oooo I'll scan it when I get it. Hm...wonder of Li got my letter...I hope so. And...yeah...okay off to write. Must keep writing. I write too much. *rolls* Oh yeah...wait some social blogging now.
Koya man that guy turned into a big asshole huh X.< don't worry about it. Getting mad over a moron like that will only serve to kill you in the end. Just plot revenge. It's more fun XD And as mentioned, I may get Sephiroth back by Friday thank you for the concern ^_^ Oh and that guy wasn't in my class he was in the comp lab. Sexy as hell though *.* yeah need to get him raw >D Yeah, thas another Yakuza know-how mwhahahaha
Chu Man you are so fuckin random. LOL Doot doot. I love that. I read that in the comp lab and I started laughing so everyone looked at me like I was insane. XD
Tai tai *snuggles Ryu* more more more more! Don't make me break the spoon out woman. Oh and I need that description of Ryu again...I think I will draw him right away ^_^
And that's all for now. I need some substance for the time being...soy milk...mmm...okay. Yeah I'm done. Right. *walks away*
*comes back running* I got over 10000 hits on my blog! YAY FOR ME!!! *snuggles Li who I know refreshed it till she was 10000*
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 03:07 p.m. on Wednesday, September 25, 2002 // No Car Day 2
Noise: Kasou [L'arc~en~ciel]
WAI I have no car still! *sob* I had to wake up mad fuckin early to go with my mom to take her to work and then borrow her car. After class, I have to go back to her job and shes gonna take me home from there. Which is good for mebecause then I don't have to go out at 5.30 in the afternoon WOO HOO! *rolls*
I met up with my friend Nikki in the comp lab right now. I also saw that guy I went to high school with on my inside and I was like X.@;;; everytime I see him because its embarrassing for me damnit! WAI!!! -_-;;;;
Okay yeah...I miss Sephiroth ;.; I hate my mom's car because it's all big and annoying. The only good thing about it is that it has a nice system so I can blast Luna Sea really fucking loud mwhahahaha. Damn I have class in 10 minutes. I also borrowed 5$ from my mom and managed to FINALLY pay off my ebay debt so I can get my Luna Sea stuff *squeals some more* WAI good fucking times. Damn I hate having class this early. I have 1$ to my name and I don't have any cigarettes and I need some coffee...=.= school SUCKS damnit. RAR....
I love mah Li <3 always saying my love ^.^v Okay must going to class...soon...RAR I need to spit this gum out...
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 08:43 a.m. on Wednesday, September 25, 2002 // YEAH...um...stuff...*twiddles thumbs*
Noise: Angel [Massive Attack]
This song fuckin RULES. Anyway new chap time!!
Part 89- Unfinished Scores to Settle
I had a conversation with Jia and Aoki-chu about what they thought of the last chap. Jia said she was glad Jo was trying to grow up while Chu still claimed her son was idiot and trying to be hardcore now. Once I told her what Jia thought she agreed. And both agreed that Jo was scaryly *is tha a word? Okay it is now* becoming like Mikkie. Just as cold and dead inside. My response to that, do you think Jo has a reason to be alive anymore? *nods* think on that.
Okay so I'm still in pain because I'm old. And...OH I'm reading Kizuna online because it's translated and I love Masa and Kai ^.^ they remind me of Sei and Ryu from Mask and how the whole older man loves the younger boy but stupid older man won't fuck the willing younger boy. -_- it's annoying. Masa and Sei are 2 of a kind damnit. Damnit *shakes fist* JUST FUCK THEM ALREADY! I so dig Enjouji and Ran though *sighs* They are so cute. I love them! Wai they remind me of Sunnie and Mikey *who have been MIA in my life for sometime now. =( I miss them. Anyway Kizuna is a really good story for anyone who knows what I'm talking about but it pisses me off that I don't know what a "bon" is. -_- Masa calls Kai that all the fucking time and I don't know what it means -_- it's gotta be a nickname of some kind but why? Everyone else calls him "bon" too. WHAT DOES IT MEAN?? SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME. It's driving me mad X.x I looked it up in my Japanese dictionary and it says bon meant tray and that can't be right. >.>;;; anyway Imma go read some more because I have to wake up made effin early to get to school 2morrow because I am carless and I have to take my mom's car to school UGH HOW EVIL. I miss Sephiroth...;.;
I talked to Ghosto today! YAY *rolls* And to Akio, Aoki, Jun and Li! Well I always talk to Li but I jus love my Li <3 weeee okay Im off to read more. *dances around*
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 11:44 p.m. on Tuesday, September 24, 2002 // No Car Day 1
Noise: Caress of Venus [L'arc~en~ciel]
Okay so today was my first non car having day. Geebuz I feel like I should be back in middle school or back in high school where I had to depend on my friends and family for a ride -_-;; anyway so Jun called and let me know she was on her way to get me so I could have some time to grab some lunch. I'm broke, I'm so effin broke, I spent the money I didn't even have yet, that's how broke I am. So I had like...I think 55 cents to my name but we went to Wendy's and she got a salad and she bought me a frosty because it's all I asked for. So then we sat down, had lunch and then we went to the mall because we still had time. So we went to the mall and Jun bought 2 really funny stickers one that says "I kiss boys" it's suppost to be a gay pride sticker but..Jun wanted it anyway. And she got one that says "Ninja monkeys are meeting now as we speak to plot my demise" LOL I saw a bunch of cute ones I wanna get plus a shirt that says "Here wolfy wolfy" with a demented looking red riding hood carrying a big ass axe XD mwhahahah and a sticker that says "I leave bite marks" and maybe a better looking cigarette case X.x and my 3 buckle black cuff, my spiked collar and...>.> I think that's it. Anyway I loved that stuff. My mom is looking at me more recently with the "What the hell is wrong with you" face because of how I'm dressing and wearing XD she thinks I have problems and I think she's right XD mwhaha anyway then we went to school where Jun dropped me off and I walked fast to my english class and made it only 2 minutes late. I sat down and had an in class essay and then 1 hr later because the topic couldn't BE more confusing, I finished and then left. I had to wait for Jun for at least 20 minutes because my cell phone died on me. *sob* I had my service temporarily cut and I'm like BASTARDS!! *shakes fist* of all days for my effin phone to be cut off. -__;; anyway so Jun gets there and then I go home and HERE I AM.
My compy has been acting up though. 1st AOL froze on me when I signed on the 1st time, then winmx kept freezing and finally I reset it and everything SEEMS to be okay except for the fact that I'm not sure if my IMs make noise...last time that happened I had to reset AGAIN and I really don't want to -_- I can't even IM anyone because everyone on my BL has an away message tossed up...ohh Gab's back oh please make noise...YES IT MAKES NOISE *rolls* no resetting for me. XD WOOO
Anyway while in Jun's car I love listening to whatever Jun has in her CD player because her music is like everything. And she had one song called Play Ball by Utada Hikaru and it RULES!! And I have to get a song by Massive Attack though I don't remember what it was called but if anyone saw Snatch it's the song they played when Mickey's mum's trailer was burnt down. *nods* ahh it's good times. I'm d/ling Play Ball now and then I'll go look for Massive Attack. And then write...well I can write as I wait. LOL duh..damn I'm hungry.
I'm so poor...*sob* damnit. I hate being poor I better email that girl and tell her I was sorry for making her wait and that I'll send my payment out...2morrow...>.> yeah I can swing 2morrow. I'll borrow some money off someone. *nods* works for me. I don't mind being a moocher so long as I can pay people back. And I can swing 2$ it's not crippling or nothing. Okay off to write. *points in some direction and goes*
Oh wait...quick thing I am in this much pain: Both arms, underneath hurt when I raise them, my right now is now in pain and my lower back hurts. I think I'm falling apart and it's not an all around pleasent experiance. On the upside, my face no longer hurts...for now.
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 06:39 p.m. on Tuesday, September 24, 2002 // Quick Entry
Noise: Shallow Sleep -English Ensemble- [Hyde]
My friggin face hurts!!! X.x FUCK it hurts a lot!! I feel like I just got punched X.x highly unpleasent.
Annnnnd....
http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/Joryu_backtattoo36Moons.jpg
I redid Joryu's back tattoo because I didn't like the 1st verison I did. It looked funky so I did it again. This time I tied up Jo's hair since it's getting longer and I made him wear sleeves, it's a different back angle, but a back one nonetheless and since the tattoo is on his LOWER back there's no need for his whole back to be shown. So this looks better then 1st one I did. Plus I did this really randomly while I was bored.
So Jun called me just a little while ago and offered to take me to lunch and then to school and then she's gonna pick me up. ^_^ It was so sweet of her and I was like aww! That's so sweet!!...and so unlike you what you want? LOL but she just said she felt she was neglecting me *which she was* and that she wanted to see me so I'm LOVED! XD
My face still hurts...X.x fuck.
Anyway...yeah...um..stuff. >.>;;; right. I forgot what I was gonna say. Forgive me, my brain turned to Sugi gush a little while ago so I'm still trying to recooperate. *nods* Okay I'm done for now.
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 11:46 p.m. on Monday, September 23, 2002 // J-rock Survey
Noise: Perspective [Sugizo]
01. Who was the first J-rock Band you heard?: Glay
Damn distracting survey
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 05:24 p.m. on Monday, September 23, 2002 // Could it Be...
Noise: Dracula [Pierrot]
That I now have ADD like Aoki when it comes to blog layouts? Yesh ladies an gentlepeople I want a new layout. No, I'm not sick of looking at Sugi smacking his bitch up *rolls* I jus saw more yummy pics of Sugi in short shorts with his long legs spawled all over the place..>.>;;; why is it that man can inspire my thoughts to be sexually relatated like....95% of the time? Well maybe cuz he's walkin Porn, Toki dur -.-;; *smacks self for asking such a stupid question*
ANYWAY, I'll deal with my layout now I'm not about to start thinking of a new one when my next one will, WILL be Ta I SWEAR by it! My Ta will be here next layout. >.>;; mostly because he finally took off his clothes and he's got a sexy body underneath to distract me from the stupid haircut he needs to grow out. I love that man and if he bought me Japan I would have his baby but he really REALLY needs to grow back his hair. Someone LIED to him! I will KILL whoever lied to him! Tellin him it's a good idea to cut his hair off like that when he has such a big forehead...anyway I digress.
I woke up today around 9AM to go with my dad to leave my car at the shop. I said bye to my poor baby Sephiroth, patting him once more before I went on my way back home. I wanted to cry, really because that's my baby. I love my car. It's not the best kind, it's not the fastest, it's not the hottest thing, it's not even that impressive when you see it, but it's MY car, my baby and I love my Sephiroth. And now he's not here ;.; and I am carless. I'm back to depending on my parents for rides X.x and borrowing my mom's car. My mom developed this weird sceduale for me to borrow her car and drop it off and have my dad pick me up and it's all so effin weird I can't even explain it right now. I just know 2morrow, my dad has to take me to my mom's job, I have to take her car, go to school, then come back and pick up my mom and she'll take us home. >.>;; it's the weirdest thing but it's a hell of a lot better then me having to wake up at the ass crack of dawn to take the crazy woman to work where she'll insist on talking to me when I'm like 1/2 asleep. She does that all the time. She'll wanna talk to me when I'm still like...comatose and she'll get mad at me later for not remembering a word she said. I'm like...you were talkin when? o.O;; Again I digress MY BABY IS IN THE SHOP!! *sob* I hate not having a car. -_-
I tried to draw but my muse went on holiday or something for the moment because nothing would come out good so I just chilled and picked up the mail later and I got my comic books *dances* I got 2 issues of Ah! My Goddess, 1 of
I need to get Kingdom Hearts and Tekken 4 which all come out this week and it PISSES ME OFF because I want both *sob* I might con Tekken 4 out of my dad and get Kingdom Hearts from my mom. I want both because well....we all know I want them XD I love the commerical for Kingdom Hearts because you get to hear UTADA!! WOOOO she does Hikari which is Simple and Clean in English and it's done to a hot remix by PlanetB *rolls* I love it. I d/led it last night...as previously stated. Speaking of music, I have not heard Super Love in a few days because I don't wanna play it out ofr myself...if I kept listening to it the way I was, I would have killed it...>.> so I put it back on my shelf for a sec...and it takes forever to get on my Winamp because I got in alphabetical order because I'm anal about that so I never skip or shuffle...I'm so weird. Anyway, I'm only on P for Pierrot which is why I got Genome Control on now. Mwhahahha
Speaking of Pierrot and their sexy members...Chu man digs Mifyuu's new layout because of sexy, distracting Aiji. It seems we can all get distracted by Aiji and his sexy self. Damn him *shakes fist* Oh and speaking of distracting...Auwon, THIS is distracting. Damn Gackt is sexy. SEXAY *rolls* I remember why I dug him in the first place mwahahaha.
OMG!! Firia!!!! *does fangirl squeal* TZUXHISOKA!!!! AHHH!! *bounces up and down like a chibi* SO FUCKIN CUTE!! OMG I think I oogled your layout for a couple of...minutes...*cough* >.> so cute. I love Hisoka. I think it came out great btw so you SHOULDNT care what it looks like damnit! Because it looks great *rolls* Ariel Ain't Afraid to Die reminded you of Jo? o.O thas a little...random. LOL but YAY all the same tee hee. Can you believe that guy though? Seriously. Laughing at me and then even AFTER I told him I didn't wanna talk to his dense ass he STILL IMs me. OMG he just did a little while ago. What a moron. This is me, rolling my eyes *rolls eyes*
I need to get a muffin...and some juice because there is NO PEACH SNAPPLE IN MY DAMN HOUSE. UGH how am I suppost to live now? LOL Okay that's a little much but still I NEED MY PEACH SNAPPLE. *cough* okay I'm off to write. I think my new fic is going over okay...I got 1 comment on it but...I think it's going okay. I like it anyway. Though now I'm starting to get in a niche where I get stuck and it's too soon in the plot line to write what I want...damn I need to fix that. Must get insperation for that. Must write Fate now though....that's been put off for days. Damn what a long ramble. Even when my day is full I never blog this fuckin much...>.>;;; weirdo.
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 03:30 p.m. on Monday, September 23, 2002 // Laaa
Noise: Simple and Clean -Kingdom Hearts Theme- [Utada Hikaru]
I MUST MUST get this game!! Kingdom Hearts has SEPHIROTH or at least his clone IN IT!! *rolls* Plus I keep watching the commerical for it and listening to UTADA!!! That I also d/led the theme song XD WAI!! I'm jus happy I love this song.
I'm still on my Sugi high. *GASP* I KNOW CORI! me on a Sugi high? UNHEARD OF! I think Can I Fly? is my newest most fav and adored site...ever. It's one of the only few active Sugizo shrines and I managed to find so many, many, many, MANY lushious, attractive, BEAUTIFUL, lovely, lust inducing pics of Mr. Walking Porn himself. Including one of him in speedos X.x And usually speedos are jus...errr and I don't really like them...but on him...oh yeah XD~ And you see A BULDGE and it's not a buldge it's A BULDGE only showing the man is well endowed only furthering my want to fuck him XD~ *cough* anyway, also some LOVELY b&w pics and some pics of him IN SHORT SHORTS and a shirt...mmmmmmm *licks lips* SO EFFIN SEXY!! He' needs to not be! He makes me wanna get married and have an affair with him XD *cuz I would so never even think about wanting to marry him >.>;;;* and I should link up the pics here...but I dunno jus go to the site and look for yourself there are FAR TOO MANY LOVELY ones and I could only pic my fav ones. *rolls* Distracting mofo...
Anywho, I drew an Aya pic ^_^ another one. I dunno why.
http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/Aya_Seduction36Moons.jpg
He's got a CONDOM in his mouth people not food of any kind. -_-;; Bot Tai and Li said acracker an I'm like oi why would he hold a cracker in his mouth if the pic is called Seduction it looks like he's fondling himself *sorta I dunno wasn't my actual intention* and his shirt is like half off...but no he's got a cracker in his mouth. *shakes head* -.-;;
Anyway......um...I think that's it. I'm gonna go try to get off my Sugi high, maybe write and post another chap of Fate later tonight. Oh wait social blogging...
Gab you were NOT on all day. And I think I have to have a convo with you...I have to consult with Li but I may or may not have a convo with you. Maybe...glad you liked th epic though ^^
Chu I love you. I don't want you leaving the yakuza. You don't have to feel akward about anything. We'll talk...well we are now so I'll just go on about this with you now.
Tai *rolls* I still got Sei drool seal of approval mwhahaha if you want I would draw all the Mask boys. I'll try an be as accurate as possible.
I LOVE YOU Li!!!
Mifyuu you damn man is distracting...get him away from me!! X.x I love your new layout though weeeeeeeeee
Okay...thas about it. Time to go do something else but oogle Sugi...^^;;;
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 08:27 p.m. on Sunday, September 22, 2002 // As promised!
Noise: Nothing
Part 87- Gone: The Ending of Childhood
WEE
I'm on the biggest Sugi high...I came off it then came right back on...OMG...I'll blog more in detail 2morrow...fuck...X.x
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 02:43 a.m. on Sunday, September 22, 2002 // Hm hm hm
Noise: Twisted Dreams [J]
I had the most boring day. I did nothing but it's okay because I'm not feeling anything right now. I'm just tired and I want some rest. I woke up around 12 because I kept having sudden thoughts and shit and I dunno I jus woke up and stayed up so I got up and showered and went back to my room, made my bed, made my parents bed, did the dishes and then chilled because my parents weren't home so I turned on the AC through the house and chilled. I went downstairs later to get the mail and I was pleased to see my Sugi pics from Hong Kong arrived!! *squeal*
Sugi from Soundtrack playing the violin
WEE it's funny how I just got three of these and I have like a stack of Ta/H.O.T ones LOL I have all those in a photoalbum. I have no idea what Imma do with those. They jus chillin on my desk right now.
So anyway after that I watched ranomd movies on TV as I drew. ^_^ I was in my drawing mood so I did.
http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/TokixJia_bedroom36Moons.jpg
TokixJia because I love my Li <3 I showed it to Li already and she loved it weeee!! *rolls*
And a little something for the couple that was...in denial for the longest time...at least one half of it was...
http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/TaixGabriel_Pocky36Moons.jpg
The best way to have Pocky if you ask me. ^_^
I would have drawn more but I lost my feel for it and I also wanted to get online so I saved it for later. ^_^ I will have a new chap of Fate posted up by my next entry, hopefully later tonight because I'm not gonna wait anymore for people who just don't wanna read it so I'm gonna go ahead post because everyone else that matters caught up already *rolls*
Okay so, the other day I was in a small chat with some people I knew from school. One of my other friends invited this guy she knew and he came in the chat and I was like oh hi whatever and he was cool at first and then jus gradually got annoying and he made jokes and comments that crossed the line when you jus met someone so I was like wtf...anyway he IMed me earlier tonight *for some ungodly known reason* and we were makin small talk. He asked my major and I told him an he said that's why I'm always writing. And I said yeah I wrote a novel. And he was like oh what's it about? So I'm like Japanese mob. And he's like cool I wrote a novel. He's like one of those me, me, me kind of people and I hate those -_-;;; so I'm like cool and he's like I wanted to make it shonen ai and I'm like oh I did that and he, get this, LAUGHS at me. I'm like okay you just laughed at my work, I can't talk to you anymore and stopped talking to him. But he thought I was KIDDING and kept talking. Eventually though he realized I wasn't and stopped IMing me. What a loser how you gonna laugh at someone's work? Shit at least I finished not just thought about it. Who the hell is he to laugh at me? Damn he didn't even read it so fuck him. -.- that jus pissed me off.
Anyway I'm gonna write a new chap for my new fic so I can get that out of the way and post up Fate by my next entry I will have already joined more cliques XD Like Aoki-chu *who finally got her new layout up btw* and joined a kajillion new cliques tee hee. Someone's a junkie like meee!! I joined the clique for it. XD
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 08:43 p.m. on Saturday, September 21, 2002 // Aw man...
Noise: Agitator [Pierrot]
I finally can stay up late so I can talk to Tai and Aoki because I haven't talked to Tai in a while and Aoki was in the middle of telling me something last night but I couldn't stay. So no...what's poppin tonight? Jack shit. 3 yakuza are on, 2 have away messages and 1 might as well have it cuz she's busy anyway. That makes me mad. Well it's Friday what could I expect? Everyone has a life but me. But damnit I'm tired now. Today was too long.
Anyway other then classes today and my already mentioned convo with real people, I managed to get to English on time today. I'm having 2nd thoughts about my proff an him being cool. He seems to be a stickler for little petty bullshit and I'm like -_-;;; omg don't bore me. So that's not fun at all. I handed my paper in and he was like I don't expect much from 1st essays and I was like well good point. I really did wait till last minute to do it...uh yeah. >.>;; and I think it'll show. Maybe...I dunno I can usually get away with it. He also talked about our research topics and he seems to be open to anything. Now...if I can just figure out a way to stick J-rock in there I'll be so fuckin thrilled as hell. I need it to be my topic...I just have to figure out how to work it in there. I can write 10 pages and them some on Jrock damnit!! *rolls* Anyway, so moving on from school shit...
I joined more cliques! But Gab has yet to fix the links on the side -_-;; so Angel Egg Cliques are found there if you're interested. Tee hee. I love cliques. I also discovered that I really, REALLY dig Eiri Yuki from Gravitation in fact I busted my ass lookin for sites on it with a decent gallery. Happy to say I found 2 really good sites I now must link to my left. WEE!! But this is one of the pics I found. Yuki is so damn fuckin sexy. XD WEEEEEE!!!
And I did this really randomly earlier today
I love how Aya's eyes came out. They're not my usual style and it doesn't even look like I did it but I obviously did, dur. But they came out so nice...go Aya for being that damn sexy. Damn I'm tired. I was gonna write a little more Fate because Li caught up, Akio isn't going to *she basically tol me* Aoki caught up, I'm not sure about Ghost yet and Gab seems to be like Akio at this point >.> so I'll start posting again by Sat. I can't wait anymore. I keep blogging so damn much when I don't have that to hold me back. Maybe I will write a little more.
Speaking of writing, my newest fic Requiem for Perfection has just been released *I'm sayin that like it's a movie* -_-;;; but I just started sending it out. Good times damnit! Weee *rolls*
Man everyone sucks. I stay on late to talk to them an they not here. =_= *yawn*
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 12:49 a.m. on Saturday, September 21, 2002 // Still got about 1 hr...
Noise: Nothing -_-
GOD I'm at school...I'm doing nothing though I just broke away from some of the best people *as in face to face* conversation that I had in a while. I was laughing and talking and it was great...I loved it. I haven't had "people" convo in a minute.
Now I'm at the comp lab at school and I would be mad if not forthe fact that exactly one seat away from me is a cutie *rolls* He's so effin hot it's the reason I went to sit here but not next to him so he couldn't see what I was writing in case he glanced over at my screen ^^;;; damn he's cute though. Asian hunnie in khaki pants, Adidas shoes and a white t-shirt. His hair is this cute redish/brown color and he has short bangs that fall a little past his eyes. *rolls* Fuckin hotness man...he's the same guy I believe I saw earlier. *squeals* finally a cute guy!!!! Damnit why couldn't he be in any of my damn classes!!!! *shakes fist at stupid school*
Anyway aside from that I'm being annoyed..*will discuss later* I had...some...chocolate and some Reese's to eat so far. I can't spend ANY of the remaining money I have left because I have yet ANOTHER Ebay auction to pay off. I just paid off one now another. I won a shit load of Luna Sea stuff though so I'm not really complaining. Although now I'm so damn poor I can't even afford to eat -_- I won't be able to eat till I get home around 5.30-ish either which sucks for me. It's kinda warm and I'm wearing a sweatshirt zip up thingy...I have no idea why.
I had a topic I wanted to talk about the other day but it left my train of thought...basically it crashed and burned in a flaming train wreck once I saw a horrible outfit Aiji was weaeing. Mifyuu, your man may be hot as hell but he has ZERO fashion sense. I think him and Sugi are friends and he raided Sugi's closet because yeah..colors everywhere X.x Jun was SO CLOSE he just fucked it with his yellow shoes and I'm not even gonna talk about Kirito. Kohata was the only one who matched because not eveny my doll was close. He fucked up with his shoes X.x damnit. Anyway yeah, Mifyuu back to Aiji, he's got nice lips. Where did those lips come from? I never noticed them before. They jus...lush and a pale pale pink...so full and though they don't have a shape, they definatly have thickness. *rolls* I can't believe I never noticed before.
Anyway because of that, my original train of thought went to hell when I started thinking about me dressing Sugi. I gave Cori and Codi their own perverted thoughts to dress their men...as for me....>.>;;;; yeah we won't discuss that. It's not as bad as Codi's though. I got 2 word for everyone. Body. Paint. Do what you want with that thought.
I am so effin bored...I'm tired too. I feel like just taking a nap. Aww...cute boy left. He had an ASS *gasp* so it was nice coming an goin XD mwhahahaha.
Tai Tai, I read Mask LOL That was great poor Sei got left with a bad case of blue balls. LOL poor guy. He should come over to me woo woo!! LOL Let me stop. I'm no match for sexy ass Saki. Maybe I should draw him....you did say he looks like Miyabi right? Hmmm...>.> *project in thought*
LI!! I sent you your letter today ^_^ Expect that soon lover <3 Okay....*yawn* that's all I can do and blog for now before I fall asleep...actually I don' have much to say anymore anyway LOL...wait till I get home damnit.
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 12:42 p.m. on Friday, September 20, 2002 // Fuck......procrastination
Noise: 24 Ko Cylinder [Dir en grey]
*slams head on table*
Coming to you live from my desk....this is me, with my head down, on my desk writing the paper she had 2 weeks to do. Woo hoo.
But guess what? Do not fear for I have 2 pages done already. I just really, really hate doing this. I think I rambled on about the 1st pieces of work...*cough* it's hard to keep bullshiting about poems and shit when there's only so much you can say. Man, what is helping me is the 12 point fonr double space joint mwhahahaha XD and the fact that I'm actually not allowed to write contractions I.E: "can't, won't, couldn't, shouldn't, wouldn't, don't" which I'm so fuckin use to doing. GOD SAVE THIS POOR CHILD THAT IS USE TO SAYING FUCK EVERY OTHER SENTENCE. I can barely write 2 pages of my fic without using fuck...and I managed to do it so far. Of course....I had to keep checking that I didn't write fuck...X.x Hm...fuck...hope I didn't.
*head still on desk* I have to go back and finish. I'm SO FUCKIN CLOSE!!! Just ONE MORE PAGE!!!!
Why do fuckin ass annoyin people IM me at the WORST possible times. I'm not fuckin senile...I won't fuckin forget to meet your loser ass. And if I did forget...I didn't forget >)
Okay I AM senile...but only about my own shit.
*continues back with the paper.*
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 10:31 p.m. on Thursday, September 19, 2002 // Random Quizzes
Noise: Key Word [Pierrot]
I'm Anubis....aren't I nifty XD
Test Created By oronoda
-_-;;;; I'm ALWAYS EIRI!!!! DAMNIT someone who watch this series *and knows me* can you PLEASE TELL ME if I'm really like that? Geebuz I ALWAYS ALWAYS GET HIM! Except like...ONCE. Not that it's bad though cuz Eiri is fuckin sexy XD
*rolls*
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 05:52 p.m. on Thursday, September 19, 2002 // Best
Noise: Into the Sun [Luna Sea]
I HAD a really good day and I blogged about it, but some dumb ass who can't use his fucking phone, called and broke my dial up connection so I lost everything. -_-;;; I cursed him out though for being a moron and then hung up on him.
Anyway I went to the mall with my best friend D since she got out of class and I didn't have class. We decided to do it every Thursday. Plus I found a really good book and my spike collar that I must get. I came home, chilled and then got the mail. I got my J poster.
On closer examination, I saw I can see J's lower back tattoo. I wonder what it is. It's really bothering me not knowing. Damnit why don't I know a Pyro that can tell me? It's really annoying me not knowing what it is. Arg.
I also took more pics today since yesterday my cam was being uncooperative. My hair is all washed and clean ^^
Thas all for now. I gotta make a new fansign for Jia later. Man this blog would have been all long had not that fucking loser called me. Damn him...I hope he stubs both toes and get a million paper cuts. Oh shit...I have a paper due 2morrow. Eh...I'll do it 2morrow. I got nothing to due from 11 to 3.30. *nods* Damn I'm really waiting till the last minute. LOL ew this popcorn is mad salty >P icky.
You know what. Can someone, honestly tell me what Moon Child is about? No, I don't think so. And I don't think anyone really cares because it's Gackt and Hyde and Gackt is so hitting on Hyde...and Hyde's so fucking tempted it's not even funny. *rolls* If there was an Acdemy Awards in Japan I bet this movie would win for NO OTHER REASON then Gackt and Hyde are in it. It would be a blockbuster sensatation, win a kajillion dollars, Gackt would get the Best Actor nomination and win Hyde would get the Best Co-Actor nomination and win and everyone would go ape shit at the premier, yet later, if you asked on person on the street what the movie was about this would be the convo:
Reporter: "Hey excuse me miss. Did you see Moon Child staring Gackt and Hyde?
How many people agree? Mwhahaha damnit I got popcorn stuff stuck in my teeth. I hate that. Stupid popcorn. I'm off to write.
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 03:34 p.m. on Thursday, September 19, 2002 // *falls over*
Noise: Metropolis [L'arc~en~ciel]
This song is ever so nifty. I feel like I could do rave to it...if I knew how to...>.>;;
Why am I always the weirdest couple or the most angsty one or the INCEST one? Man...it's a good thing I'm into all that crap or I'd be real mad. I don't know if I could fuck a mirror version of myself though...wait....I lie. If Toki was real, I'd fuck him XD WEEE!!
*rolls* and I drew!! finally. I've been having this idea rolling around in my head forever and three days and I finally put it on paper XD WEEE So here it is.
http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/AokixAya2_36Moons.jpg
It's my newest AokixAya pic. Isn't it lovely? Aya has an ass XD his view is great comin or going...or like Gab said, "Aya's view is great from anywhere" you damn skippy it is. Man I hate Aoki...he gets to fuck Aya...pretty ass Aya. -_-;;; I should have tapped that before I got all extra committed. Is okay though I love mah Li <3 and he's king of the FUCKIN UNIVERSE XD
*rolls* um......that's all I basically wanted to blog about. Fate is still on a tempt. hiatus. Prolly till Monday. I'll give the weekend for some people to get all caught up. I need to post damnit. I love writing this.
I'm a pimp, my writing is my ho. I pimp that bitch out to anyone willing to listen. Case in point, I got Codi interested XD MWHAHHAHA
OH and I KEEP forgetting to mention but Aeris made me a fantabulous link back button *^^* *points to left* Bwee is so pretty. Is my TA *claps for self*
I'm ORDERING my Jrocker pants on Thursday! As soon as I figure out my size...in inches. FUCKING BRITS...make shit all complicated! Um yeah...*thinks* okay that's it.
*goes back to writing*
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 10:27 p.m. on Wednesday, September 18, 2002 // Okay It's Offical
Noise: Synchronicity [Sugizo]
I am offically addicted to Super Love I have NO IDEA why. I think it's because...actually I don't even have the logic to explain it. *rolls* All this comes from that today I GOT MY SUPER LOVE SINGLE!!! WOOO *throws Sugi shaped confetti everywhere* WEEE!! Okay see I had class and I finally bought my math book *the wrong fucking one -_-;;* but the point is, I paid 78$ for a piece of paper that let my class, that I already paid for, to let them know, I was still in the class...that was already paid for. I HATE my school. Anyway, so I had class and I was on my way to the parking lot to my car to sit in there for a while until traffic cooled down because it's fucking Bedlam getting out of my campus around 11-12 so on my way, I saw Changa! YAY so me and him chilled in my car together for 1/2 an hr and then I went to do my errands that my mother is forever tacking on me damnit!!! Tell me she's not lazy, the bank, is...litterally around the corner from her job. It's a less then 10 minute walk. Like 5 minutes...3 if you speed walk. And what does she do? She makes me go deposite some money in a bank that's on my way home. I'm like damnit woman...-_-;; so I go do that and buy stamps because it's out of neccassity for the both of us because I have an ebay payment to send out *will explain later* and then I go back home. Finally. Anyway I see the mailman already leaving so I jump out of my car, forgetting to take off my seat belt -_-;; and promptly get yanked back inside. I unsnap the seatbelt this time and again, jump out of my car and run up the sidewalk to my house. Lucky for me I was wearing my Adidas XD woo woo, and I make it to my house. I don't see anything sticking out other then papers so I sadly reach and pull out newspapers and letters and bills for my parents. I shuffle through it with some small hope that make it was so thin that it was wrapped in the newspaper but alas, no single. I was about to do the long march upstairs, my head down saying "woe is me, will my toil never seize" when I do another check of the mailbox just in case smaller letters and stuff fell to the bottom as the case usually is. So I stand on tip toe *damn me being only 5 fucking 2 and in Adidas *shakes fist* and my fingers bump against something somewhat hard and flat. My eyes do this O.O and I jump on the porch stoop step and reach in as far as I could and grab my box, addressed to me from Jpophelp! EEEEE I race upstairs open the door, throw everything on the table except for my bag and cell phone say hi to my dad as I run inside my room, shut the door, quickly change, charge my cellphone and with laser like carefulness and accuracy, take my surgical blade along the taped side of the box and open it and roll out my beautiful Super Love single. I turn it around to be greeted by Sugi's seductive, captivating pout as he stood in his white pimp suit, black hat and holding a cigar with the words "Super Love" writen beside him. So anyway after I squeal and roll around my bed for a moment, I continue opening the package. I pull off the stupid plastic and carefully take out the booklet and opened it to be greeted by Sugi and his second colored pimp suit holding his guitar *it's a guitar just upside down* he's moved from his usual black ESP Eclipse I, II and III models to this other ESP guitar *must find out brand name* but it's still ESP *obviously* anyway, I continue opening it to find out it has LYRICS!! In ENGLISH! And Japanese, but I can't read Japanese so the English ones are more esciting XD So, here are the lyrics to Super Love
Super Love
Have I forgetten something precious in the past?
You've told me that it was only a dream
Where's my SUPER LOVE
Someday, there wll be a word that'll connect
can't do a think now except for
Where's my SUPER LOVE
Where's my SUPER LOVE
We'll go grab some Super Love
*rolls* He has 2 other songs on this single too. One called Funk in which the whole thing is in English and he's not too fobby and somewhat understandable *go Sugi* It also goes back to his Jrock roots like his other songs Lucifer, A Prayer, Tell Me Why and The Cage and Exorcism which goes back to his drum and bass era like his songs Beauty, Chemical, Europa and Replicant Deliverer. I noticed that in just 3 songs on 1 single, he goes from pop, to rock to drum and bass all in a stretch of 3 songs. If that's not diversity then I don't know what is. Plus that didn't even tap into his classical side where he does a kajillion instrumentals and what not. Man... he's so effin talented too. Sexy and talented. Bweeeee jus like my Taaaa *rolls*
But I am so fuckin addicted to Super Love I will so be blasting this out of my car tommorrow morning on my way to Steve's house bweeee
Aww! thank you Jackie ^.^ I call that my pimpin outfit for obvious reasons *and it's all Sugi's fault!!* but thanks ^^ and yeah I like your new layout! I kinda get where you get Taco from Takuro. I read that and I jus cracked up. LOL I never saw Takuro look so good before though *.* wow
Ariel in these pics:
http://www.geocities.com/toshiyasama_no_miko/gallery_other_tos08.jpg
http://www.geocities.com/toshiyasama_no_miko/gallery_other_tos09.jpg
My guess is I wanna say DIE I really do!!! But I'm not 100% I also wanna say Kyo X.x which would really REALLY make me hate him because I WANNA BE ON TOP OF TOTCHI LICKING HIS NIPPLE AND NECK....*cough* but I think it's one of those two. Unless Totchi just doubled himself which is always a possiblity.
I have to draw...and try not to sing Super Love on top of other songs. I'll try reeeeal hard...*hums Super Love...*
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 03:20 p.m. on Wednesday, September 18, 2002 // Hmm
Noise: Lapdance -Toki's Anthem- [N.E.R.D]
Man...why do people like to fuck with me? I hate people fuckin with me. I'm just sitting here minding my own business, not causing no problems...*as much to my knowledge anyway* and then BOOM big stupid mayhem. -_-
Again, having to do with the TonHyuk and JunTa forum. I swear this forum is a lighting rod for problems...mostly directed to me or Li. Anyway, so I go there today, after not going there for a few weeks now and I notice that 1. I got a message WEE an old friend Saeri who has been MIA for over a year now, came back and said she was back, said hi, said she missed me. All very sweet and I responded to her, told her to email me back so we could talk an ish. And then 2. I noticed that there was a message from the moddie restricting this one kind of fic that was crossed couples when the fic is totally TonHyuk JunTa which had been for the past KAJILLION yrs. This one bitch that jus pissed me off, wrote back in response, saying the people were anal, that the moddies sucked, and that the fic critic sucked *was me* because I gave everything without a lemon a bad score. I was like WOW....no you did not not either. So I wrote back.
God, I sound so uneducated when I'm mad. I just say fuck in every other word. >.>;; so okay instead of saying what I wrote I'mm jus post. Okay this is what the dumb bitch wrote:
Yoo guys are anal. It's fun seeing mods/members make shit up to make forums seem interesting too. This forum has quite a history no? Haha.....I also like how yoo make crap up about H.O.T and other yaoi shit that you dun even know shit about ^^ Forum is pretty cool - mods suck. so does the fanfic critic - She gives every fic WITHOUT lemon a bad "score"and no, I'm not an angry writer, I've just been observing....
Annnd this is what I wrote in return to that. The stuff starting with the ">" is what she wrote again:
> Yoo guys are anal
I hate people. And I did quit being the critic there a long time ago...mostly because the other moddie was like *gasp* she's too mean! and I don't like suger coating shit when I know it's bad and it's hard for me to say, hey you suck but this is how you can improve. And the other reason, mostly because A LOT of fics SUCKED X.x OMG it's horrible writing that makes you wish your ass was illerate *wow killed that* and I was like man okay I quit. -_- UGH I swear I just..ARG this is why I don't have a gun. This is me, rolling my eyes *rolls eyes* so fuckin retarted man. You can't contend with me...I will mock someone with the quickness. That or just vent about how fuckin stupid it is. Bweee! Ah...I hate people.
Anyway, moving along to more interesting things..I decided to put Fate on temp hiatus so some people can catch up because I noticed A LOT of people are behind. Plus I need to bust my ass and finish my new fic already.
*rolls* I found the lyrics to My Lover which are SO LOVELY!! I should post but...I'll do it later. My anthem is on XD I think I'll draw. I need some time to think and stuff. Yeeeah....I'll do that. Uh huh...man where the frig is Codi and Cori!!! *sob* I think I might watch Super Love again.
Lapscrews and tattoos thas all me...
I so need a layout to that...*mental note*
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 09:49 p.m. on Tuesday, September 17, 2002 // *wiggles around*
Noise: The Rain Leaves a Scar [L'arc~en~ciel]
YEAH I LOVE THIS SONG. God my head jus started hurting X.x anyway, today I had English but I cut -_-;;; See what had happened was, this afternoon like at 12.30 I got up and I went to get ready. Then I called Steve after my shower and asked if he still wanted to come with me. He did so I got ready and then went to pick Steve up. So I went and then we went to my school. I had to wait for that guy so he could get the paperwork to my car so he could pay for it. But he was a little late and it was like 3.40 by the time he showed up and like...we didn't finish talking until like 4.00-ish because I had to call my mom at the same time and figure everything out with that and then I was like man, to hell with this I already missed more then twenty minutes of class. I'm goin. So me and Steve went back to his house so he could get some money and then we went to Wendy's for lunch *he paid* the sweetie ^.^ and we talked, I kept urging him to break up with his girl because she was being a pain in the ass. She called him like 5 times when we were chillin an she's like blah blah blah I caught you, you lied to me and this an that an I'm like sayin this really loud, yo, does she want fuckin confirmation? I'm RIGHT HERE and Steve was like -_-;; the whole time. His girl is such a bitch. I continued urging him to break up with her.
*rolls* anyway then I took Steve home and then I went home and got online and here I am! Talkin with mah lover Li <3 Ooo yeah my payment got to Hong Kong so I should get my pics in about 10 days YAY!! SUGI PICS! AND speaking of Sugi I met someone new ^^ Her name is Lily and is also a Sugi fan. Tee hee. Her layout is so damn cute. *squeals* So yeah she wrote to me. I must link her here.
Damn my head is starting to hurt seriously. >.<* Owie...well I'll take something for it. DRUGS!! MWHAHHA LOL weirdo. Anyway yeah Imma do that then write. Must do my English paper on Thursday....oi...I'm such a procrastinater sometimes...-_-;;;
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 06:23 p.m. on Tuesday, September 17, 2002 // Big Pimpin
Noise: Tell Me Why [Sugizo]
Yeah I know, Akio and Li are suppost to be the pimps. But damnit, I look good as one too XD
NO DAMNIT my outfit is not blue. Neither is my hat. My camera turns all my black clothes blue -_-;;; Everything is black and white. XD This is my pimpin outfit XD
All while listening to Super Love XD
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 04:56 p.m. on Monday, September 16, 2002 // Doo be do...do do do
Noise: Kowareteiku Kono Sekai De [Pierrot]
Yeah that's a mouthful...wonder what it means...*gets Japanese dictornairy for later refrence* Anyway my daddy went and took my baby Sephiroth to find out how much the damage is. It's grand total 998$ *nods* I have to meet the guy 2morrow and be late for English X.x;;; but I have to get my money damnit. X.x Anyway, I slept till about 1 when I woke up in intense pain. My arms where hurting so bad because of lack of circulation and I was sleeping on one of them so I was like owie owie owie X.x; And I woke up. Damnit. I then showered, did chores and then sat here. I STILL didn't get my J poster or my Sugi Super Love single and it's pissing me off!!! I WANT MY SHIT DAMNIT! I also have another order coming in but that's from Hong Kong so that won't be here for a while yet. DAMNIT all to hell. I want my Sugi pics ;.; And my Sugi single. And my poster of J's back. The best part of him tee hee.
Oh man, Codi I had this weirdo dream with you in it. o.O;; we were at my house *yeah MY house I have no idea why* and it was like a sleep over -_-;;; *how 5th grade can I get* but I dunno where Cori was! I asked you and you said Cori went to the store *like she would know her way so well around Jersey* so we were like in my room and we were talking about J-rockers and how some of them might be finely groomed or just hairless ^^;;; what a convo to have. This is funny because the Yakuza had a chat like that about the members before, saying who was finely groomed and who's just hairless. Anyway so we talked about which J-rocker is finely groomed or hairless and we talked about Gackt for like 50 yrs saying he was probably hairless but if he wasn't he would wax X.x;;; Owie...then we talked about Miyabi from DLQ and then we moved onto Luna Sea and we said how J doesn't do anything because he's just a manly man >.>;; and he leaves what hair he has where it is. And you squealed -_-;;; and then we went onto Sugi saying how might be finely groomed and then we talked about Pierrot and we could only go on Aiji and Kirito because they flash the most skin and I couldn't comment on Kohata because he's just not attractive to me and we decided that Kirito probably is hairless and Aiji is finely groomed. And I just said "Jun" as if saying, I'm thinkin about what he would be when Cori walks in with a bag of food and is like what? Jun what? And then I woke up. >.>;;;;; Weirdo dream I'm telling you man.
Damn Vicky you have to be 18 to get ur lisence in Singapore? X.x that's kinda sucky. But I heard traffic was horrible there anyway....or was that Bangkok...>.> I think it was Bangkok....or was that just every Asian country over there in general because I had Korea had horrible traffic too. Oi...I forgot. Anyway damn 18...X.x I was...17 when I got my lisence. ^^;; but that was because I sucked at driving. I'm much better now. ^^;; at least I like to think so.
I'm hanging out with Steve 2morrow YAY! I'm takin him to school with me then I'm going to his house again on Thursday. Heheheh I miss Steve. And I hate his evil beast bitch girlfriend who treats him like shit. -_- I'm so urging him to just break up with her. I gotta stop doing that...this is the 2nd girlfriend I told him to dump ^^;; it's not because I don't wanna see him happy, it's just that he always seems unhappy in his relationships. Like he can never tell me one good thing about his girlfriends so I'm like man jus dump her. So he does. ^^;;; And I'm urging him with this mega beast bitch now. She's always yelling an him an being such a fuckin female on PMS an shit an I'm like man Steve just break up with her. On top of that she's always callin him an asshole. Oh what a loving girlfriend. So I'm gonna urge him some more. XD
*rolls* I need some soy milk and some muffins. I had chocolate chip ones but I ate all those. I have BLUEBERRY! WEEEE and I have corn ones too. *rolls* how esciting. Oh I should blog about the Super Love PV but there isn't much to say about it other then Sugi is in front of his band, 6 females to the sides 3 of them playing those little shaky noise maker things and singing back up the other 3 are playing the trumpet and sax. Anyway Sugi doesn't have his usual black ESP Eclipse I, II OR III which is just upseting to me -_- but he does have a nifty guitar solo and makes his usual orgasmic face XD which is always just good motherfucking times. Anyway he also carries a sign that says Super Love on it *as if we wouldn't know it's the PV for Super Love and EVERYONE is in 70's style clothes and really...funny. Sugi also has his pimp rings bling bling on his fingers. I wanna be the mic btw. Anyway he also dances in this video as previously mentioned LOL but it's not like some big choreagraphed number or anything. He just shakes his shoulders a little, does a couple of kicks and arm movements LOL it's still fuckin funny as hell. And yeah that was pretty much the whole video. XD I loved it. It was just funny. XD
Okay Imma get some muffins and some soy milk so I won't have to eat until...Weds. If I'm lucky XD must join a new clique....
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 03:05 p.m. on Monday, September 16, 2002 // YES!! *throws Toki shaped lollis to everyone*
Noise: Super Love [Sugizo]
I GOT THE WHOLE FUCKIN VIDEO!!!! WOOOOOOO!!! GOOD MOTHERFUCKIN TIMES!!!!!
Dude, it d/led when I wasn't even paying attention. LOL I was spelling checking the recent chap of Fate when I was like man once I post this, I'm going to bed and I can try again 2morrow. Then, I see on my winmx screen Sugizo and The Spank Your Juice *his stupidly named band -_-;;;* - Super Love [PV] Complete. I go EEEEEEEEE And I start bouncing in my chair and watch it. Again. I watched what I had and I was missing the finally minute. I LOVE this video. Mostly because it's so fuckin funny. Sugi is 1. In beatle boots. For those that don't know what they are, beatle boots are like ankle high white boots that zip up on the sides. Kinda 70's actually. And 2. Sugi DANCED. Yeah you read right. I said DANCED. LOL It was so funny because I never imaged I would ever see him dance. LOL But he wasn't bad at it. He moved to the beat which was good it was just funny seeing him wiggle around and do little leg kicks to the side like he was a Rockette. LOL It was great though. Good video. Must send to Codi and Cori 2morrow. LOL Ahhh I'm happy now. *rolls*
Part 85- Crossing the Lines of Revenge
Bweee! New chap. I'm doing so good on this. Can I get some eedback please> I feel like I'm the only one getting escited about it. LOL I am but that's not the point. tee hee. *rolls* We had a yakuza chat today and it was good times because a lot of yakuza were there. But it got kinda boring and I'm like man forget this, I'm leaving. So I did and I went to write but I was on the moon which is why I didn't finish until now and its 2.20 AM ^^;;; *cough*
Anyway....um...yeah that's about it. Oh no wait..
When I saw that pic, I think...Aya? pointed out that his eyes were funky shaped. Then we went on to talk about ssangkahpool (double eyelids) and how it looks weird whenyou don't have two. Like Tony or Hyde. It's weird. And then I talked about how my eyes are funky shaped but not because of the lids, but because of the actual eye BALL. Once of them isn't a ball but an oval/almond type shape. Which is why my eyes look funky sometimes ^^;; now watch next pic everyone is gonna look for it. ^^;;; well I try not to show it too much which is why sometimes I look heavy lidded tryin to be sexy *doesn't work but I try*
I must order my pants soon! ARRG!!! I want my bondage pants! Mostly so I can prove I CAN walk in them thank you very much all you nay sayers >P
Okay I'm going to bed. I have accomplished my amazing task for today. *rolls*
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 02:14 a.m. on Monday, September 16, 2002 // *slams head on desk*
Noise: Blow [J]
MOTHERFUCKER!!!!! *continues slamming head against desk* Last night, staying up until 3AM trying to d/l this video, Codi being gracious enough to stay up with me as we both anticapted the wait of the Super Love PV, at the LAST 5% the video QUEUES. I looked at it and I'm like O.O NOOOOO!!! *falls over* So I only got 95% of the video now. I'm SO pissed about it. I can't believed it queued. It didn't even cut off, it just queued. UGH...I'm looking for a matching file now anyway. I just hope I find it. *growl*
Anyway today, I did nothing. Oh what a shock. LOL I just drew a little and I drew another JoxMiya because DAMNIT I hate the first one I did. I have to scan before I forget so let me do that.
*pauses to scan*
*pauses to upload*
I love the way this turned out. It's better then my first one. I dunno I have no clue where my head was on that drawing. This one shows a little more love ^.^ aww
http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/JoryuxMiya_Fate.jpg
I like this one a lot more. *feels all smooshie with love*
Anyway...that's about all I did. MAN Codi You bought the pants!!! ARG!! LUCKY! I have to ask my mom tonight XD WEEEEE NIFTY SPIFFY PANTS!!! Everyone I show them to keeps asking me the same question "How are you gonna walk in those?" I showed Jun and she asked me and added "You can barely walk without bondage, how you gonna walk in that?" I should show you guys the pants. Jrocker-esque pants I plan on getting those in black. Damnit those things are nifty as hell. I want them in black. So everyone keeps asking me how I would walk in those >.>;;;; everyone shut up. I know I have bad balance, no coordination and no center of gravity but hey, if Sugi can RUN with his knees connected then I'm sure I can WALK...slowly.
My HUSBAND IS FUCKIN HOT
Oh speaking of layouts...Teru got a new layout. It's Jiro ooooo it's nice. *nods* and so did Aeris and Tai mmm niftyness. Bishies all over the place bweee!!
Yesterday I damped excitment for Tai on Gohatto and she actually got mad at me. It's not like I blew a big fucking plot or major scene or nothing and she actually stopped talking to me. -_-;;; I can't even begin to say how...female that is. It wasn't my intention to "ruin" the movie, my bad but oh well. It's done and over with. This is me moving on with other rants. YAY Ariel is alive!! Hehehehhe. Thanks for the concern. I'm gettin an estimate on my car 2morrow so yeah...and I'm still pissed for my friend takin my snapple! WAI! Hey do you hate Jo too? Everyone else seems to. >.>;;; Vicky! wow I haven't dropped you a message in a hot minute. I was gonna say, that girl's blog you've been reading is Gab. Yeah she got a car on her bday but um...so did I *cough* I didn't even have my lisence either LOL Oi...
Oh man I talked to Jun last night after I got off online just because I haven't spoken to her in a week. So we talk and I ask her *after we caught up with each other* if she hated Jo too. And she was like no why? So we started talking about how Jo is a baby, he's only been in the game for about 2 yrs and he's new at this. People are expecting too much from him. Of course he's going to be dumb and have no common sense. He's 20 -_-;; Most 20 yrs do lack common sense....especially males. I think it's kinda sad how everyone is just giving him the hardest time because he's making mistakes. I seem to be the only who likes him. Well I would hope so, I'm writing it. LOL well at least Jun does too. Anyone else like him? Ariel? Vicky? Oi...poor guy.
Oh shit... at the yakuza blog, Akio posted some sexy ass pics XD WOOOO! The Playboy is bizangin MWAHAHAH. Ah okay. I better go write. Or actually to adjust some of my cliques. I got another URL addy to put back up. Weee! And I'm still searching for my file match up. *sigh* I hope I find it. *sob*
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 07:58 p.m. on Sunday, September 15, 2002 // The things I do
Noise: Nothing
Im so fuckin tired so please dont mind the overly bad use of grammer an spellin. Im slightly incoherrant at the moment.
I spent the last.....3 hr an 45 minutes d/lin the Sugizo Super Love PV. I'm so fuckin close to having it all that I will not leave. I'm on the last 12 minutes...I'm so tired, my eyes hurt from havin dry contacts in, my lower back hurts from sitting so long, my neck hurts from slouching and dropping my head forward and I'm so exhausted I just wanna go to bed.
But...I have 95% of the video done and it's still going strong. I will not leave now.
I'm so weird. I can't believe I'm doin this...but god I want the video....I'm so tired =.=
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 03:14 a.m. on Sunday, September 15, 2002 // Manga
Noise: Fireman [Sugizo]
-_-;;;; my parents are sitting behind me talking about me how I was little. It's very uncomfortable because they're just talking about it as if I'm not there. It's awkward and very uncomfortable. -_-;;; anyway, so today I went to the mall with my insane parents. They took me around for a while to have lunch and then I went to Suncoast just to see if I could get something new. I found volume 4 and 5 of GTO and Mars but I'm pissed because I don't have 3 of either series -_-;;; it's very very annoying. I'm about to order both online or something. It's damn annoying. OH and let me tell you how my mom embarrassed me in Wendy's. Me and my dad find a place to sit and we're talking for a second while my mom was making the order. Then I'm talking to my dad before my mom SCREAMS my name in Wendy's. I'm like -//////- OMG because people are just looking at my mom like she's insane. So I go over to her and I'm like WHY ARE YOU YELLING!? And she's like because I tried calling you and you didn't listen. And I'm like damn you couldn't walk over to the table and say you needed help? Damn woman. When we get back to the table my dad's like why the hell are you yelling in the middle of the resturant like that? God...that was embarrassing. So then I got my novels and then we left. Geebuz my parents wouldn't let me read one of them in the car. I was trying to read GTO in the car and they're like wait till we got home. I'm like WHY? I got 2 fuckin novels *which I had to pay for myself mind you* and they were giving me grief about reading in the car! And I finally said, You know, most parents wouldn't discourage their kids from reading. So they finally left me alone and let me read. -_-;; damn parents.
So I'm home and I'm in my room and I'm reading GTO and my parents are all coming in my room and annoying and I'm like DAMN I JUS SPENT ALL DAY WITH YOU PEOPLE! And when I start reading Mars my dad comes in my room and he's like go do the dishes I'm like FUCK MAN. So I go, do it and then FINALLY get left alone long enough to read my novels. Damn man >.>;; Parents can be so effin annoying.
So that was my day. Of course, I get on AOL right now and now all my font on every blog and page is teeny tiny -_-;; it's so damn annoying. I don't know what happened. Can someone tell me how to fix that? Because all the font being this small is really annoying me and hard to read. Fuck. blah...okay I'm gonna write for now. Everyone is awaaaay. Man that's so...boo...*yawn* yeah Imma go write.
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 08:19 p.m. on Saturday, September 14, 2002 // Random Test
Noise: Super Love [Sugizo]
Yeah I am weird and I didn't have many friends in school. Shock shock.
I saw the 1st 22 seconds of the Super Love PV and now I want the whole effin thing. BTW, that pimpin suit Sugi's wearing...that thing is not for show...>.>
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 01:20 a.m. on Saturday, September 14, 2002 // Real Blogging
Noise: Like I Love You [Justin Timberlake]
ARG X.x;;; Guilty pleasure!! I LOVE this song. *falls over* OMG I know why though. N.E.R.D did the beat for it and they're in it and Justin sings this one line "I jus love your brain" so...yeah I love it cuz of the Neptunes XD WOO it's really a good song though. *cough* I can't believ I like it though. X.x
ANYWAY....
Part 83- Haunted: Back from the Dead
*rolls* I'm having conflict with myself. But on the upside, I made up with Ghost! YAY! All is well..finally. It was more of a communication/misunderstanding problem but we talked it out and everything is better. Awkward for a while, but at least it's over. ^_^
Anyway back to my inner conflict. It's like...I think about how if I'm unfair to people...person X let's call them, but I don't think I am. Like honestly. But person X just...I don't know. Being FUCKIN FEMALE. God I so can't rant here. Will rant to...my lover. I will rant to Li. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck -_- my fav word for now when I'm pissed. It's all I fuckin say when I'm mad.
DAMN MAN. Like I was telling Tai earlier, I'm not FOR beating women, I'm really not because it's not right and the reasons men do it is because....they're just retarted, but seriously, I can understand why sometimes a bitch would get smacked. >.>;;; God everyone thank you lucky stars I'm not a man. If a bitch pissed me off, she would have it coming. I wouldn't beat her, but she sure as hell would catch five across the mouth. I would be labeled a woman beater. -_- but I aint beatin no body. God I would so smack a female though especially if she pissed me off over some trivial, emotional bullshit. I'm so mean. But at least I'm honest god damnit.
I need to...do some shit. Yeah....shit would help. I don't even know what I'm fuckin talkin about. But basically I <3 Li with all my heart.
Moving on from that topic, I read some beautiful ass poerty today in English class. I love a lot of it though some was meant for females. OMG I wanted to write something so bad but I don't have a knack for poetry. This shit was so hot. In fact Imma get some of it and post it.
Sonnet 27
I know I am but summer to your heart
Anyone get it? It's lovelyness. There's another one I really like but it's more for females an I'm like err but it's beautiful too. Am I gonna post it. Yeah I guess so. It's not too long.
Tonight I Can Write
Tonight I can write the saddest lines
And with that, I finish tonight's blog ^.^v
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 10:53 p.m. on Friday, September 13, 2002 // Arg -Randomness-ess
Noise: Storm [Luna Sea]
Arg...I'm at school. I'm bored too. It's only 1.30 and I don't have class till 3.30 *rolls* And I see that guy I use to go to high school with. >.>;;; it's hella embarassing. I wish he wasn't there because now when I turn my head to brush my hair away or something I can see him -_;;;;
Anyway, I had Math already and I'm just waiting for my english class to start. AND I finally bought ,y lit book. Geebuz that was taking forever and three days. I have nothing better to do then to sit here and blog. Blog blog blog *rolls* LOL I'm so fuckin weird when I have too much free time. I'm about to start up writing on my new fic just so I could have something to do. Ooo there's a cute boy in the comps in front of me *^^* I HAVE STUPID MANA CURLS. Fuck man. Yesterday I washed my hair and something went totally off because my hair got mad curly/wavey. Last night while in a yakuza chat, my hair was going into fat curls like Mana and I'm like X.@;;;; And when I pulled them they either curled right back up or turned to waves I'm like DAMNIT! So I brushed them out and they curled slightly less but waved like crazy. I didn't have time this morning to straight my hair either which was a total pain in my ass right now. I also didn't wear my pimpin outfit because I did not want to be in a skirt and thigh highs all day. Though now I kinda regret not doing so. Oh goodie, that guy left. Mwhahahaha XD okay moving on, I'm bored as hell and I have to pee. I'm being random. Bweee
I should have worn my fedora. Next week damnit. I have to get an estimate for my car too. I will this Sat. Poor Sephiroth. Yeah I'm about to check some blogs, pee and then go have a cigarette I can't sit here. I miss my own comp damnit. Besides it always smells funky here. Bored bored...boo.
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 12:10 p.m. on Friday, September 13, 2002 // *falls over*
Noise: Endless Rain [X-Japan]
I just worked from 3 to now which is 7.50 getting my clique page back up and I did loose A LOT of URLs. ;.; I hate that. I had to put the ones I did loose at the bottom of the page with a little message over it. So I'll say it here. If anyone knows the URLs to any of the cliques, can you please PLEASE email them to me? I'd like to put the cliques back up so anyone else can join. I'd appericate if someone let me know okay? Oh and some of those sprites too. I forgot which adoption agencey they came from so...yeah. Anyone know, please hook it up with the URL. *nods*
Anyway, today, I was suppost to go to Emanuel's house but he didn't call or IM me or anything to give me the OK so I just stayed home. I told my parents my class was canceled and just slept after I took a shower to wash my hair because it was so fuckin dirty and I slept till 11. I was suppost to go get an estimate on how much it's gonna be to get Sephiroth fixed, but the guy wasn't there and my daddy went without me so I slept ^^ Tee hee and yeah...basically I spent the day in bed *snuggles pillows and blankets* then I got up and my hair still wasn't dry -_-; so I had to have it down for a long time as it dried then I had a chocolate bar and some chocolate soy milk to fill my ass up XD mwhahah I had to bounce around, so I got out of bed to work off the chocolate bar so I litterally bounced around my room, jumping up and down on the balls of my feet so it could make my legs work too. I did this for about twenty minutes and I bet if anyone saw me they would have though I went insane...er. So then I sat down after I made my bed and then watched TV and then I got online to work on my clique page.
Yesterday I went out with Pookie who was just deterimined to piss me off. 1st he took me to New Brunswick which is like college student centeral because Rutgers is there. I hate New Brunswick because it's a big...pit. Anyway, so I went there with him to a place called "Grease Trucks" which is just a collection of moblie resturants and I'm like ew X.x they serve sandwichs out of anything like what Pookie ate which consisted of cheesesteak, fries and marinarraia sauce I'm like wtf kind of sandwich is that? I wanted to go to Wendy's but he wouldn't take me. -_- so I refused to eat. Then he was like let's go for a walk ^_^ and I'm like -_- let's not and say we did. But he dragged me out of his car and made me walk around the block. I complained and whined the whole time. When we finally got back to his car he wanted something called a Killer Shake so we went to a Quick Check where I went in, bought some chippy things and my PEACH snapple. He also made me buy him cupcakes though I was about ready to just kick him upside his head. I bought this then we went outside and sat on his car for a while as I ate my chips had my snapple and he had his cupcakes. THEN he has the nerve to pick up my snapple and take a sip from it without even asking and I was about ready to seriously drop kick him.
YOU DON'T TOUCH MY PEACH SNAPPLE
Espically, ESPICALLY without ASKING OR me having a drink first!!!! And he was kneeling on the floor near my feet so had I really kicked him in the head I could have had a good shot. So I started screaming at him because it just pissed me off. As he tried to tell me it was no big deal, he KICKS MY SNAPPLE OVER spilling more then 1/2 of it on the gravel. At this point, if I had a gun, I seriously would have shot him and drove my ass home. I basically flipped out on him and told him to go buy me a new one. He said he didn't have any money and I just shouted, "YOU CAN'T AFFORD 1.29 RIGHT NOW?" and he said no. So I'm like seriously pissed. So I finish my chips and the rest of my snapple and sulk in hsi car and we go to another Quick Check because he didn't find his drink there. And when he comes back I'm like wait you have enough for this fucking drink but not enough for the snapple you spilt over? He said he just didn't want to pay for it. I seriously had to think of the consequences of shoving his face through the window at the point. I was so pissed I didn't talk the rest of the way home. I then told him this little outing sucked. I was some what glad to see him but I was more pissed about the events of the day that I could seriously go on for another couple of months without seeing him ever again -_-
I was pissed the whole the whole day until I got home. He even had the nerve to accuse me of the accident, because I told him about it, he said it wasmy fault. Until I told him the whole story and then he goes, "oh it really wasn't your fault" and I'm like...motherfucker....thanks for your fucking concern! Everyone else was like oh are you okay?! And he just laughs at me saying it was my fault. I just...UGH he makes me so mad. -_- And he kept saying he wanted to marry me >.>;;; and I was like you couldn't tolerate me for one day. Because he couldn't yesterday he kept telling me to shut up. And then he goes, I'd put you in check. I'm like -_- yeah I'd like to see you put me in check. Someone would be leaving that house in a body bag and it wouldn't be me. Fucker. -_-
Anyway I'm gonna write for today. It's still somewhat early. Bwee~ *bounce*
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 07:49 p.m. on Thursday, September 12, 2002 // DAMNIT all to hell. Damnit I say
Noise: Shine [Luna Sea]
FUCK man. Ugh....anyway I'm just blogging for a quick second before I spend the rest of this afternoon working on my clique page. See I stupidly deleted it some how
Over 100 cliques...jus...gone. -_-;;; I managed to get some of them back up but not nearly scraping the surface on how many I actually had. Okay, good news. I have all the banners so that's not the problem. Bad news, I don't have all the URLs and THATS the problem. Since the whole page got deleted, that also means all HTML was deleted so now I have to go back and fix all that too. -_-;;; it's gonna be such a bitch doing this AGAIN. I h ad collected well over more then 1/2 of the URLs yesterday but AOL decided to be a bitch and kick me off before I got the chance to save ANYTHING so I have to do it again. -_-;;; oh well. It's not too bad.....I guess. I have a pretty good idea where I can find most of the URLs again so...I guess I better get started. I'm so behind on my writing...-_-;; damnit.
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 03:12 p.m. on Thursday, September 12, 2002 // Holy Fuck....
Noise: Hades [Dir en grey]
First the semi-fun stuff. I took a which ugly J-rocker you should be and I got TOSHIYA as my first answer!!! *sob* Totchi is NOT UGLY! Just because his teeth are jacked doesn't mean he is!!!
And I got this guy as my second result.
*sob* Totchi is not ugly!!! And TAKEO was a result on this quiz too!!! Damn whoever made that test has to be...>.> blind I guess. Maybe she likes Mana...>.>
Anyway, today the worst thing happened to me. Nevermind 9/11 it's about me right now. I had class, I rolled out, went to my car, threw my bag in the seat, got out Shine and Period as I then started up my car, popped my CDs in and then got out of the parking lot. It was mayhem getting out, but I managed to get out. I drove down the street and since I was speeding a little, I stopped a little too close to the guy in front of me but there was a nice even space between us. It was just closer then I would have liked. Anyway, Tonight was playing, I was singing along, planning the rest of my day since I still had some errands to run when suddenly, I feel it. I get a smack in the back of my car that sends me forward. I reach up and grab a hold of the back of my seat as I do this O.O. Then I turned down my radio, put the brake on and get out of my car in a rush. I start shouting "Did you just fuck up my car!?"
Yes ladies and gentlemen. I got into a car accident. Actually, I didn't get into one, I was involved in one because it wasn't my fault.
I accidently hit the guy in front of me when I let go of the brake when I was surprised by the impact from behind and in turn, that guy hit the guy in front of him. We all get out and we see the guy who caused the accident got the most damage out of all of us. The 1st guy in the front, he got some scratches on his bumper, the guy in front of me got a dent in his bumper and I got a hole in mine. The guy who hit me though his front was all fucked up, crushed in and the headlight was broken. We pulled off to the side and I was a little shaken because all I could do was think about my parents and how upset they were gonna be. But it wasn't my fault so it wasn't too bad. The guy was sorry and the first words out of his mouth, other then I'm sorry where "I'll pay for everything" so I was like well okay as long as my parents dont have to. We pulled into a near by apartment complex, all four of us and exchanged information. The guy who caused the accident explained his brakes didn't work and he hit them but they didn't work in time and he was meaning to check them soon. >.>;;; he also begged us not to get the police involved since his insurence was high enough already and he was going to pay for everything. So when the cops did come, we were like, no we got it. All four of us got the guys information, phone number, addy, insurence and all that shit as we survied the damage. Like I said, the guy who caused it got the worst of it. I then called my mom and let her know. Turns out, she didn't give a flip about the car, she was more worried about me. ^_^v I was fine other then surprised and scared as hell. My hands were shaking a little and my heart couldn't stop beating. I never got into an accident before so...yeah I was a little scared. So anyway I went to my mom's job because she wanted to see how bad the damage was so I went over there and she checked it, saying it wasn't so bad and then I went home where I took pics of Sephiroth *sob* with a hole in his bumper. My poor baby!! Sephiroth!! He's all hurt now. So tomorrow I have to go take him to get an estimate and then call the guy to let him know all the info and how much he fucking owes me. Poor Sephiroth. He was all new just a little dirty cuz I never wash him. ^^;; But man...now there's a hole in Sephiroth's bumper. *sigh* The upside, at least my parents don't have to pay for it, the guy will and, more importantly, I'm fine XD
So that was my ever so exciting day. Of course now, I'm worried about poor Sephiroth. *sigh* I got a little of a headache but it went away as I drove off. And...what else...um. That's my day. Fuckin Sept. 11 *shakes fist* Oh well.
Codi XD weeeee! I'm glad you finally got Crack Tracks and just out of curiosity, I kinda wanna hear. I have to admit, my fav J song *because yes I have one* is But You said I'm Useless because the beat is jus fun XD weee yeah I kinda wanna hear must find place to d/l. *rolls* OMG Speaking of which, J-pophelp finally emailed me and let me know my order was shipped XD WOOOOO so I should be getting my Sugi Super Love single soon MWHAHAHHA I'll scan the cover for ya XD Oh and Codi, I ordered my hat from, if you can believe it, Delia's. So that's where I got it. And it's BLACK btw not blue. My camara is just retarted like that. *nods*
I guess that's about it. Oh, Auwon I'm glad your mom is home now ^_^ Glad shes better too. Always a good thing to hear.
Aiya...Pookie is coming over soon. Today he's here in Jersey so he promised to drop by and see me before he goes to see his best friend, my ex-boyfriend who's in jail right now. >.>;;;; this is why he's an EX. *nods* I'm off to finish getting ready~ Damnit my hair is all dirty -_-;;;
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 03:07 p.m. on Wednesday, September 11, 2002 // New Fuckin Layout!!
Noise: Fireman [Sugizo]
Oh yeah...MWHAHAHHAHA You love it YOU LOVE IT! It's Sugi BWEEE!! Mwhahhaha I guess I should explain the layout name and stuff and why it's called "Smack my Bitch Up." Well first off, the title was taken from Prodigy's song Smack My Bitch Up if you didn't figure that out already. And NO I'm not calling Sugi MY bitch. I don't think he's anyone's bitch >.>;;; but I digress. See, there's pics of his GUITAR up there too. And Sugi, the amazingly talented guitarist, makes the black, ESP Eclipse models I, II and III along with his many others, his bitches. XD So basically, the guitar is his bitch XD which is why the layout is called "Smack My Bitch Up" are we clear? Okay nifty because I'm not repeating myself.
The layout was done by the oh so talented, Sexy Gab who I actually had to bribe for this layout. The upside is she didn't take 50 kajillion yrs XD mwhahaha down is she cost me my fav Hyukie poster -_-;;; but it's okay because I didn't have the full set anyway. XD Plus I still have my kajillion Ta posters, plus all my other Hyukie posters so I'm not too upset tee hee.
And here are my nifty hat pics I posted up earlier and just wanted to post again because my hat just kicks ass. Plus some people didn't see them all.
My Sugi TV made my the talented Cori is also located on the side XD mwhahahahaha it's so fuckin nifty XD and all my info is back up there but for the moment my other links out and my clique page doesn't work for the moment. Gab will fix that soon. XD
Now, focusing on something other then myself and my once again Sexy Sugi layout Jia got a new sexy layout too. She's got the Totchi-Ho on her layout mwhahaha and Mifyuu got Kirito. I mentioned that before but I'm just mentioning it again. Mwhahaha
Kick ass. Okay Imma go oogle my layout now. Mwhahahaha *snuggles Gab before running like hell from Tai*
sugizo smacked his bitch up@ 11:18 p.m. on Tuesday, September 10, 2002 |
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